Aspiegamercel
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I'm not that far away from my mid 30's and it's really affecting me mentally that I've never had sex or a relationship and never will unless I pay for it.
Their were a couple of guys back at school in my class that were already finding girlfriends when were 13-14 years old. It's insane how much I've missed out on. That train has permanently left the station and it's never coming back.
I was down about not having a girlfriend at 19 but back then I still had time and hope that I would find someone, after 30 it's completely hopeless, most of the women around my age are single mothers with kids from chads or tyrones or they're taken/married. I don't think it's worth it anymore even if I did find someone by some miracle.
I want to die but I don't want to let the people who wronged me win just yet.
Their were a couple of guys back at school in my class that were already finding girlfriends when were 13-14 years old. It's insane how much I've missed out on. That train has permanently left the station and it's never coming back.
I was down about not having a girlfriend at 19 but back then I still had time and hope that I would find someone, after 30 it's completely hopeless, most of the women around my age are single mothers with kids from chads or tyrones or they're taken/married. I don't think it's worth it anymore even if I did find someone by some miracle.
I want to die but I don't want to let the people who wronged me win just yet.





