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And no, I'm not talking about the British Broadcasting Corporation.
You see, if you use the term "BBC" to refer to black men and their sexual organs, it's easy to go down the rabbit hole and get obsessed with this, get obsessed with the idea of black male sexuality, etc. But if you do so, you miss the fact that the vast majority of non black men, and non black women, are in fact mating within race, and do not have sex with blacks. You are looking only at a small subsection of sex havers doing porn and calling it "BBC" while ignoring the billions of people not even considering having sex with blacks at all.
You can recover. It's hard, but it can be done. You basically have to quit all of that porn, do whatever it takes. It's a shame that it was allowed in the first place. I have to work on this continually, and I'm not sure if I can recover fully.
If you stop the stimulation from porn, it may take years. If you talk with people who have PTSD, it's the same thing. You can recover, but you never recover fully, because everything in your life, past and present, becomes a part of you in some way, even if you try to move on and ignore it.
I myself have pretty much been destroyed after using porn for 20 years, and especially during the 2010s as it expanded massively, and we all used the internet to consume an endless amount of it. My mind is already gone, I can't enjoy life or look at anybody in the same way again. I don't have friends, because I see them as sex havers. I still have a lust for women that needs satisfying, but I don't think I can marry anymore, I can't look at women the same knowing they all like to get banged. But what I can do is isolate myself and try my best not to consume it anymore, work on my own improvement and meditation, etc. It works, but only if you never go back again.
You see, if you use the term "BBC" to refer to black men and their sexual organs, it's easy to go down the rabbit hole and get obsessed with this, get obsessed with the idea of black male sexuality, etc. But if you do so, you miss the fact that the vast majority of non black men, and non black women, are in fact mating within race, and do not have sex with blacks. You are looking only at a small subsection of sex havers doing porn and calling it "BBC" while ignoring the billions of people not even considering having sex with blacks at all.
You can recover. It's hard, but it can be done. You basically have to quit all of that porn, do whatever it takes. It's a shame that it was allowed in the first place. I have to work on this continually, and I'm not sure if I can recover fully.
If you stop the stimulation from porn, it may take years. If you talk with people who have PTSD, it's the same thing. You can recover, but you never recover fully, because everything in your life, past and present, becomes a part of you in some way, even if you try to move on and ignore it.
I myself have pretty much been destroyed after using porn for 20 years, and especially during the 2010s as it expanded massively, and we all used the internet to consume an endless amount of it. My mind is already gone, I can't enjoy life or look at anybody in the same way again. I don't have friends, because I see them as sex havers. I still have a lust for women that needs satisfying, but I don't think I can marry anymore, I can't look at women the same knowing they all like to get banged. But what I can do is isolate myself and try my best not to consume it anymore, work on my own improvement and meditation, etc. It works, but only if you never go back again.
