Serious If I woke up and became a chad tomorrow, it really wouldn't change much for me

[mrlunatic]

I'm at the point where I have deeply introspected my situation and come to the conclusion that it's truly done and dusted for this life.

If I hypothetically became a Chad tomorrow, the only difference it would make is I'd get laid. And right now, it's one of my last concerns.

It won't negate the fact that I have been abused my everyone I know which has left me with deep CPTSD, trust issues, massive depression issues and stress response actions.

On the outside, I'd get attention and sex, but deep inside I will forever remain this deeply vulnerable traumatized and weak shell of a man that can never truly bond with anyone.

If you don't relate to this, good for you. It means it's still not truly over for you yet.

 

[Max Doltman]

okay bozo

 

[UndeadDeadMan]

I've come to a point where I can't take life seriously. It just kinda feels like a weird cartoon. I guess that's why I'm trying to get fired.

 

[bruhwtf]

okay bozo

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

If that happens I hope you kill yourself

 

[maximoos]

i feel like i hate human nature too much to be happy if i woke up as a chad to not be pissed at foids

 

[St3v3Cel]

Yeah, I'm all fucked in the head too. It's over. Even if I woke up as Chad tomorrow I would still not be happy. Or perhaps believing that is just another cope, we can never know for sure. The only hope for destroyedcels like us would be to have something like a Brain Computer Interface rearrange our brains. So much could be achieved with that, really. Putting someone's brain into proper order would only be the tip of the iceberg.

 

[SewerGoat]

Same for me. Once you looked behind the scenes of the stage, you can never go back.

 

[mrlunatic]

Yeah, I'm all fucked in the head too. It's over. Even if I woke up as Chad tomorrow I would still not be happy. Or perhaps believing that is just another cope, we can never know for sure. The only hope for destroyedcels like us would be to have something like a Brain Computer Interface rearrange our brains. So much could be achieved with that, really. Putting someone's brain into proper order would only be the tip of the iceberg.

All fucked in the head is an apt way of putting it.

 

[DeliriousMerchant]

okay bozo

 

[nachtlieder]

Yeah you say that now

 

[St3v3Cel]

All fucked in the head is an apt way of putting it.

It's how I've always seen myself. There's no need to beat around the bush the way I see it. A truecel's mind is not pretty.

 

[mrlunatic]

It's how I've always seen myself. There's no need to beat around the bush the way I see it. A truecel's mind is not pretty.

Right. My mind is a complete dumpster fire.

 

[SewerGoat]

Right. My mind is a complete dumpster fire.

 

[GmeOvr]

It won't negate the fact that I have been abused my everyone I know which has left me with deep CPTSD, trust issues, massive depression issues and stress response actions.

I feel the same and I see only two outcomes for me:
- The rope
- Going ER (Emergency Room)

 

[Give Up]

Sure, some traumas may still linger, but with a girlfriend and friends your happiness would increase significantly no doubt, more than you can possibly conceive. Maybe you just can't understand it because of your current situation but if everything about your life improved there's no way you would be even near as depressed as you (probably) are now, it's easy to forget about such things with some good pussy.