Where I feel that pit in my stomach and I just stare outside thinking about existence and meaning and such futile, transient things. How are you doing tonight (or today)
Alright ig, I have a headache rn
Nothing much else to say, just another night where I am scrolling .is
Same as always
Innit
I started reading Nagatoro today, got to about halfway. It's pretty wholesome and they started being a bit more honest with themselves by this point (Christmas). Normies always spoke of it as just another goonerbait manga. It's not Kubo-san, but it's also not DxD. It's just fine tbh, scratches that "I wanna have a foxy kouhai" itch, kinda like Iroha in Oregairu.
there's value in euthymia too. Unless you always feel like shit that is
Well being retarded helps me to go through life as I don't think to muchthere's value in euthymia too. Unless you always feel like shit that is
For example I don't know what euthymia means
Thinking is the bane of man unfortunately. Sometimes I do wish I could stop thinking and go through life like that.
rotting
im doing pretty okay, had some nice goyslop and it made me feel better
Sometimes I reflect on life, I think about things I could have done. Right now there are several children playing here in the street, and I just keep remembering my childhood, how easy life was. While my neighbors are in the street chatting and laughing, I'm here inside my house lying on the sofa.
same, rotting instead of studying
typical goyslop, but guilty pleasures aren't bad. Glad you're ok
I live in a neighborhood with many children and teens and it's always suifuel when they are noisy all night long in the summer or play together in the day, reminds me of my shitty ass childhood. Pure envy tbh, but I do not wish harm on them. If they manage to turn out fine then it's good for them, I wouldn't want anyone else to be a copy of myself cuz it kinda really sucks. However, things used to be much more lively when I was their age. Nowadays it's gotten much, much quieter and I think it's worse for everyone (except me, I like quiet). Cheers.
Slightly happy since I've been unbanned
other than that
Filled with dread
other than that
Filled with dread
That’s me every night.
Just getting drunk tonight. Stood outside in the storm on my balcony for I don't know how long.
Feel alright rn. Watching bleach always makes me feel better.
why tf were you banned in the first place bro. Also why the dread? Typical existential shit?
How do you cope? Sometimes I need alcohol or else I start breaking down.
I did that once, caught a pretty bad bronchitis and never did it again. It was worth it though
Video games, movies, shows, and online content. Distraction is the only thing that seems to help. Oh and also food.
Dude, I think exactly the same as you. I don't wish harm on those kids either; may they at least grow up with good hearts, unlike those normies out there. Take care, brocel
bruhhhhhh what?
It'll never go away. Gotta learn how to cope.Yeah
Ah, it's been some time that I can't find enjoyment in the things that I usually used for distraction for some reason. Anime/manga, videogames, youtube... I'm barely eating too, just don't feel hungry. You ever tried to let the thoughts run in your head for a while to see where they end up?
You take care too mateDude, I think exactly the same as you. I don't wish harm on those kids either; may they at least grow up with good hearts, unlike those normies out there. Take care, brocel
Yeah, if I don’t distract myself I just keep thinking about it, for hours upon hours upon hours. I eventually just get tired.bruhhhhhh what?
It'll never go away. Gotta learn how to cope.
Ah, it's been some time that I can't find enjoyment in the things that I usually used for distraction for some reason. Anime/manga, videogames, youtube... I'm barely eating too, just don't feel hungry. You ever tried to let the thoughts run in your head for a while to see where they end up?
You take care too mate
Does this happen to you throughout the day too or only at night?
Both, but it’s harder to distract myself at night.
Put on girlfriend ASMR to sleep maybe
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