VλREN
Depressed idiot waisting his “life” away
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There’s this large empty field and I was laying down tonight pretending I was laying next to Jill.
I saw theses star like dots in the sky but they moved very bug like, I saw about three of them and two of them almost crashed into each other. Shit was very odd. If you look it up lots of people see them but nobody really talk about it idk.
Oh yeah I also explored this local middle school and I had this really odd feeling, it was almost like I could feel the Loosh from it, memories where brought back and I remember when a teacher gave me problems because I was an idiot and a outcast. I’d think to myself “why the fuck would they want to come back here and be a teacher? What’s wrong with them, why would you want to return to the school system and spend even more time in this soul crushing environment?” It was a cope I had I guess. But yeah I remembered it tonight
I just wish I could actually imagine Jill there with me, it’s very hard to do. Obviously there’s nobody standing or laying next to me so it’s difficult to do.
Honestly man I don’t really see the point in talking about her anymore. I mean what more is there to say really?
I feel like it’s sort of reaching its end, there’s not much I can do and I’ve already discussed it enough
It’s like yeah, a video game company made an attractive female character. Ok what else is there to do? Like am thinking about moving on from this. But it’s gotten to the point where I am so blackpiilled about foids that I just don’t want to bother with them. But then again am beyond isolated in life so I don’t think I could ever have a relationship with one.
I don’t know what to do with my life anymore, like there’s literally nothing and am just burning away the days. Just living like an animal
I don’t think I can even describe how lost I feel right now
It’s somehow 4:26 AM. What the fuck
View: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=9YE_YxJ7K7M&ra=m
I saw theses star like dots in the sky but they moved very bug like, I saw about three of them and two of them almost crashed into each other. Shit was very odd. If you look it up lots of people see them but nobody really talk about it idk.
Oh yeah I also explored this local middle school and I had this really odd feeling, it was almost like I could feel the Loosh from it, memories where brought back and I remember when a teacher gave me problems because I was an idiot and a outcast. I’d think to myself “why the fuck would they want to come back here and be a teacher? What’s wrong with them, why would you want to return to the school system and spend even more time in this soul crushing environment?” It was a cope I had I guess. But yeah I remembered it tonight
I just wish I could actually imagine Jill there with me, it’s very hard to do. Obviously there’s nobody standing or laying next to me so it’s difficult to do.
Honestly man I don’t really see the point in talking about her anymore. I mean what more is there to say really?
I feel like it’s sort of reaching its end, there’s not much I can do and I’ve already discussed it enough
It’s like yeah, a video game company made an attractive female character. Ok what else is there to do? Like am thinking about moving on from this. But it’s gotten to the point where I am so blackpiilled about foids that I just don’t want to bother with them. But then again am beyond isolated in life so I don’t think I could ever have a relationship with one.
I don’t know what to do with my life anymore, like there’s literally nothing and am just burning away the days. Just living like an animal
I don’t think I can even describe how lost I feel right now
It’s somehow 4:26 AM. What the fuck
View: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=9YE_YxJ7K7M&ra=m





