well i get it.
Don't listen to the assholes on reddit and the linux community. Windows is more customizable than linux without any bugs. I customize a lot so i know.
Try windows 10 iot ltsc latest version. Here are some apps that make it better than llinux.
Powertoys, wintoys, ,directory opus, sumatrapdf, adobe (blocked internet), clip clip (cracked), autohotkey (try to create script with AI, it's much better than systemd crap), UnigetUI (winget with UI, it's much better than flatpak with almost every app on windows can be installed and managed packages from here, it's the best package manager on windows, even better than linux), microsoft office with masscript crack, macrium reflect (best backup app right now, forget about btrfs snapshot crap), process lasso (best performance tweak on windows, better than scripts and system monitor on gnome linux), tons of other great cracked apps, and most linux apps can be installed from windows.
Forget linux you're fucked by the linux community, I'll help, so ask me if needed