Ranny
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Suddenly, while I was grinning and being as happy as I have never been, I wrote her and I tried to ask her out. I wrote 'So, it seems we get along really well. How about we meet up sometime? '. I expected a huge yes because she sent me so many heart emojis.
Then, my heart stopped for an instant and sunk into my stomach. Her response was 'Oh honeyy, I really like talking to you, but you couldn’t be further away from being my type '.
My whole face cramped and the tears bursted out of my face. My mom was home. I cried uncontrollably and very loud. I am usually a very quiet guy and I don’t show my emotions. In my parents eyes, I was a normal guy.
She came in to ask what’s wrong and I yelled at her to leave me alone. I never yelled at my mom before. I was so hurt and crushed like never before. I was sprinting through the house, trying to find something. It didn’t make any sense. I was having a psychotic panic attack. I don’t even know.
It’s like my body wanted to run away from the pain of that message this girl sent me. My mom drove me to the hospital and they gave me anxiety medication. I was drugged and I was very tired. My mom got me a McDonalds ice cream and it was better.
Never have I disrespected my mom or yelled at her. But that moment was so painful, I had to be alone with myself and I couldn’t stand to see someone at that moment. During my attack, I ran in the yard and I picked grass and put it in my mouth. Wtf? I don’t even know what the fuck I was doing.
I guess my mind tried to do anything just to make me forget that traumatic message I just received. Of course, I threw my 700 dollar phone. I could not live with that message on my phone. I was 24 when that happened and I had to sleep with my mom in one bed because the doctors thought I was homicidal/suicidal.
You have every right to be on incel sites and talk/vent. I was flying above earth because I was so happy to talk to this girl. But this girl hurt me so bad, probably irreversibly. I just can’t go through the pain of downloading tinder again and try. And try. And try. For what? Rejections? Unopened messages?
I just don’t know what else I can try to show women I am STARVING for attention and love. This site is a great cope. I have no idea what I would do without incel communities. I read this forum every morning, evening and during the day.
Then, my heart stopped for an instant and sunk into my stomach. Her response was 'Oh honeyy, I really like talking to you, but you couldn’t be further away from being my type '.
My whole face cramped and the tears bursted out of my face. My mom was home. I cried uncontrollably and very loud. I am usually a very quiet guy and I don’t show my emotions. In my parents eyes, I was a normal guy.
She came in to ask what’s wrong and I yelled at her to leave me alone. I never yelled at my mom before. I was so hurt and crushed like never before. I was sprinting through the house, trying to find something. It didn’t make any sense. I was having a psychotic panic attack. I don’t even know.
It’s like my body wanted to run away from the pain of that message this girl sent me. My mom drove me to the hospital and they gave me anxiety medication. I was drugged and I was very tired. My mom got me a McDonalds ice cream and it was better.
Never have I disrespected my mom or yelled at her. But that moment was so painful, I had to be alone with myself and I couldn’t stand to see someone at that moment. During my attack, I ran in the yard and I picked grass and put it in my mouth. Wtf? I don’t even know what the fuck I was doing.
I guess my mind tried to do anything just to make me forget that traumatic message I just received. Of course, I threw my 700 dollar phone. I could not live with that message on my phone. I was 24 when that happened and I had to sleep with my mom in one bed because the doctors thought I was homicidal/suicidal.
You have every right to be on incel sites and talk/vent. I was flying above earth because I was so happy to talk to this girl. But this girl hurt me so bad, probably irreversibly. I just can’t go through the pain of downloading tinder again and try. And try. And try. For what? Rejections? Unopened messages?
I just don’t know what else I can try to show women I am STARVING for attention and love. This site is a great cope. I have no idea what I would do without incel communities. I read this forum every morning, evening and during the day.
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