I have became so desperate for having even a toilet friend that I have to leave an environment before I start crying profusely out of loneliness when I see ecumenism amongst a male and female. It makes me so highly jealous and voices flood my head of, "Why them but never me? Why can't I be handsome enough for it to happen to me? Why can't I be interested in normie things so people like me? Normie terminology annoys me because every toilet uses them and they hate me."
I'll take a picture of the next one I leave because I didn't take pictures of the other ones because I fear I might get doxxed to my location of where I am (since I included locations on them that are relevant to areas in which I live)
The past notes I've left have been to female coworkers that I wish I could at the very minimum talk to, but I am always seen as the weird ugly person obsessed with theology and cannot even talk correctly (I stutter all the fucking time), and I do weird shit because of my autism. To cake it off, My face is deformed because of serious scars I have from my own doing, not 6 ft, not white, have a round jawline, and allat etc shit.
I wrote two so far.
The first one (I am going to probably get a warning for this), I wrote that I was willing to die on the cross for her because I wanted her to be my friend out of desperation and I remember stating my interests my fascination with antique music boxes (Symphonion is my favorite), Catholicism and debating the Filioque, Predestination, One True Church etc, and elevator types and functions (my favorite being Schindler-Haughton Hydraulic elevators). I barely mentioned wanting her to love me because I was lonely. At the end, I called her inconsiderate because I was truly hurt by her not talking to me when I didn't do nothing wrong to her.
The note disappeared the next working day I had (2 days), and I don't know if she knew it was me and reported me, if she read it, or if I just havent received disciplinary action yet.
Today was that work day.
The kindest female in my life was my Grandmother whom I loved so much. She left me my favorite music box before she died, A symphonion Disc player that came with "The Liberty Bell", I am sure I posted an example on here before.
I'll take a picture of the next one I leave because I didn't take pictures of the other ones because I fear I might get doxxed to my location of where I am (since I included locations on them that are relevant to areas in which I live)
The past notes I've left have been to female coworkers that I wish I could at the very minimum talk to, but I am always seen as the weird ugly person obsessed with theology and cannot even talk correctly (I stutter all the fucking time), and I do weird shit because of my autism. To cake it off, My face is deformed because of serious scars I have from my own doing, not 6 ft, not white, have a round jawline, and allat etc shit.
I wrote two so far.
The first one (I am going to probably get a warning for this), I wrote that I was willing to die on the cross for her because I wanted her to be my friend out of desperation and I remember stating my interests my fascination with antique music boxes (Symphonion is my favorite), Catholicism and debating the Filioque, Predestination, One True Church etc, and elevator types and functions (my favorite being Schindler-Haughton Hydraulic elevators). I barely mentioned wanting her to love me because I was lonely. At the end, I called her inconsiderate because I was truly hurt by her not talking to me when I didn't do nothing wrong to her.
The note disappeared the next working day I had (2 days), and I don't know if she knew it was me and reported me, if she read it, or if I just havent received disciplinary action yet.
Today was that work day.
The kindest female in my life was my Grandmother whom I loved so much. She left me my favorite music box before she died, A symphonion Disc player that came with "The Liberty Bell", I am sure I posted an example on here before.
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