Venting It would have been better if I just roped early, in my early teen years.

[Zeref]

I didn't think I'd live past 16, but here I'm. It doesn't get any better in the future. The best time to rope is quite literally your early teen years as you don't have much responsibilities. Over the years I've became more cowardly and burdened with responsibility. I can't even rope anymore.

 

[FastBlast]

That's stupid. You should wait until you finish growing first before decide whether you should end it. Maybe your situation could change and you somehow get lucky. Roping before the age of 20 makes no sense to me

 

[Zeref]

That's stupid. You should wait until you finish growing first before decide whether you should end it. Maybe your situation could change and you somehow get lucky. Roping before the age of 20 makes no sense to me

Is it really worth it, surviving in misery for that long even if you end up in peace later ?

 

[clearsmoke]

The wait until (age) thing is cope if it's over it's over.

 

[veLZixX]

At least wait till 20; by then something might have lined up

 

[Brainy]

The wait until (age) thing is cope if it's over it's over.

 

[Sex-Starved Beast]

I used to regret failing my suicide attempt in middle school. Now I don't really care.

 

[nachtlieder]

When I was 14-15, I didn't see myself making it to 20. Doing it while you're younger is worse because you don't know what can happen. Responsibilities are irrelevant because they will be voided anyway. I am 20 now and I've fucked up almost everything so I know I'd need a miracle. Every month or so I feel as if I'm gonna rope soon but I just keep going.

 

[Enemyoftheearth]

I wish I killed myself when I was 14, because my life has only gotten so much worse since then.