The Scarlet Prince
The Devil's Advocate
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IT loves to tell us that we need to work on ourselves all the time. That we're undesirable because we don't try at anything and just give up. They call us defeatists, and tell us that's the reason no girl wants us.
Yet, when we try to work on ourselves, we're mocked for it?
I just saw this now, and it's currently two in the morning. When I scrolled through the comments, I at first felt down, but as I scrolled further, I felt that sadness transform into anger slowly. I became enraged at what they were saying about me.
I feel so angry right now, and I have so much drive to do something. So now I'm just softly singing to myself as to not disturb anyone asleep in my house, and to practice since I have the drive to. But the singing isn't enough, I keep finding myself staring at my desk as I'm singing, and my face gets more and more angry knowing how inferior everyone thinks I am. My brows furrow, and my face turns into a scowl.
They didn't even read anything I said. I don't want to be popular like Ado, nor do I even think it possible. I merely wish to surpass her in terms of my singing, that's all. I don't care how popular she is, not like she deserves it anyway. Sometimes I feel like just blocking these thoughts out, but we all know it's not the same. I hate you all and I'll forever stay that way.
Of course I don't upload content, my voice is horrible. What use would there be in making any covers? Fools...
Yet, when we try to work on ourselves, we're mocked for it?
I just saw this now, and it's currently two in the morning. When I scrolled through the comments, I at first felt down, but as I scrolled further, I felt that sadness transform into anger slowly. I became enraged at what they were saying about me.
I feel so angry right now, and I have so much drive to do something. So now I'm just softly singing to myself as to not disturb anyone asleep in my house, and to practice since I have the drive to. But the singing isn't enough, I keep finding myself staring at my desk as I'm singing, and my face gets more and more angry knowing how inferior everyone thinks I am. My brows furrow, and my face turns into a scowl.
They didn't even read anything I said. I don't want to be popular like Ado, nor do I even think it possible. I merely wish to surpass her in terms of my singing, that's all. I don't care how popular she is, not like she deserves it anyway. Sometimes I feel like just blocking these thoughts out, but we all know it's not the same. I hate you all and I'll forever stay that way.
Of course I don't upload content, my voice is horrible. What use would there be in making any covers? Fools...





