HappyLoser
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- Jan 4, 2022
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sorry for the upcoming long monologue but I literally have nowhere else to get it out. I never knew what an incel is until recently, only after hearing stories similar to mine happen to people who call themselves incels; during college I never had any friendships with females, even when I tried multiple times, they always avoid me or talk to someone else in an attempt to ignore my existence. Only once did I succeed in befriending with one girl, I tried to understand why girls run away from me by asking her and she told me "you're a bit short". I didn't pay too much attention to it and moved on, I was more interested in video games. Graduated being the top of my class and it was time to look for a job, I had countless job interviews, I did extremely well in all of them, but never got a job. "we hired another person" is the reply I get after weeks from the interviews. I did not understand the reason and I went online to see what was the problem. "be presentable" is the most repeated result I found, so I started working out, taking care of my hair loss, wearing fancy clothes, but to the same result. That is when I started feeling that was something seriously wrong with me, somehow I stumbled upon a channel that is deleted now called "looks theory" it opened my eye to what attracts people and what makes a person ugly. The dots were connected by then; failing to get a girl, not having friends, can't have a job. It was all because I'm ugly, and even trying to fix it was impossible and useless. Now I'm not depressed about it, not even sad, just amazed how fucked up the world is. My advice for you guys is to embrace your ugliness. As long as you can't do anything about it then being sad will only worsen your mental health. Thank you for taking the time to read