Cell78
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Feminists like to argue "You're an incel because you're a bad person"
That's the opposite in my case.
When I was a kid, I was weak, compassionate, I couldn't stand violence. And people already treated me like shit because of my look and my OCD.
But after decades of bullying, social isolation, I began to be hot-tempered, impulsive, to have constantly violent thoughts.
Yes, I have hate in my heart. They leave me no choice. I want to be loved, to feel valued, to find meaning in life. A life without love is meaningless. I want to feel happiness like the vast majority of people on Earth. But they reject me, they openly despise me, they laugh at me. I'm ugly and disabled so I'm condemned to live alone for all my life, without hugs, kisses, sexual intimacy, kindness, comforting words, moral support. I've never commited any crime but I'm actually in jail.
That's the opposite in my case.
When I was a kid, I was weak, compassionate, I couldn't stand violence. And people already treated me like shit because of my look and my OCD.
But after decades of bullying, social isolation, I began to be hot-tempered, impulsive, to have constantly violent thoughts.
Yes, I have hate in my heart. They leave me no choice. I want to be loved, to feel valued, to find meaning in life. A life without love is meaningless. I want to feel happiness like the vast majority of people on Earth. But they reject me, they openly despise me, they laugh at me. I'm ugly and disabled so I'm condemned to live alone for all my life, without hugs, kisses, sexual intimacy, kindness, comforting words, moral support. I've never commited any crime but I'm actually in jail.





