Without love a human is not experiencing live to the fullest, normalfags like to claim that it is possible to live life to the fullest without experiencing love which is such a blatant lie, I've covered it before but most media created by and for normalfags deals with love in one way or another because it is a very important aspect of human life without love there is no humanity.
All I've ever want is true love, a woman that I'd be willing to die for because of how much she loves me. A woman that encourages me to be better, a woman that enjoys spending her time with me, a woman whose spirits are uplifting just by being with me. A woman who would play with my hair and cuddle with me before going to sleep and yes a woman that would be thrilled to have sex with me. For wanting this normalfags call me entitled and claim I only want a woman to be my "bangmaid" as if spending time with me is a "chore" that's how normalfags view spending time with a person as autistic with me, literal labor and they see a woman having sex with me equal to that of prostitution as if the idea any woman could ever willingly want to have sex with somebody as ugly as me were to be some sort of sick joke.
I see couples all the time, enjoying each others presence working out together while I workout alone. I see couples at the waterpark just enjoying each others company while I mostly sit in silence alone in my thoughts, I see couples even enjoy shopping together as I try to speed through getting everything I need. It makes me jealous, the kind Jealousy that makes you sad. Why cannot not have a woman like that in my life? Knowing the answer is as infuriating as it is depressing, It's what I was born with the immutable characteristics that are a part of my being that I cannot overcome, My odds may not be 0 but they might as well be as meeting a woman that is both willing to put with my negative unchangeable traits and is attracted to me is like winning the lottery, for many it's just not happening no matter how many tickets I buy.
All I've ever want is true love, a woman that I'd be willing to die for because of how much she loves me. A woman that encourages me to be better, a woman that enjoys spending her time with me, a woman whose spirits are uplifting just by being with me. A woman who would play with my hair and cuddle with me before going to sleep and yes a woman that would be thrilled to have sex with me. For wanting this normalfags call me entitled and claim I only want a woman to be my "bangmaid" as if spending time with me is a "chore" that's how normalfags view spending time with a person as autistic with me, literal labor and they see a woman having sex with me equal to that of prostitution as if the idea any woman could ever willingly want to have sex with somebody as ugly as me were to be some sort of sick joke.
I see couples all the time, enjoying each others presence working out together while I workout alone. I see couples at the waterpark just enjoying each others company while I mostly sit in silence alone in my thoughts, I see couples even enjoy shopping together as I try to speed through getting everything I need. It makes me jealous, the kind Jealousy that makes you sad. Why cannot not have a woman like that in my life? Knowing the answer is as infuriating as it is depressing, It's what I was born with the immutable characteristics that are a part of my being that I cannot overcome, My odds may not be 0 but they might as well be as meeting a woman that is both willing to put with my negative unchangeable traits and is attracted to me is like winning the lottery, for many it's just not happening no matter how many tickets I buy.
