Blackpill Imagine being autistic and still having to take care of your mother with advanced alzheimer

[27yearcel]

That's the shitty life I have, besides being punished with horrible genetics that give me severe allergies that landed me in the ICU two years ago when I went into anaphylactic shock. That was the moment I gave up on the idea of God or how much he hates me and my whole family. Now I'm here alone, earning two minimum wages and taking care of a mother who is completely debilitated by Alzheimer's.

It's totally brutal. It never even started. I think about sticking my head under a truck every day.

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

The sins of the father will be visited upon the son

 

[anon65]

I watched and helped take care of my grandmother who suffered from dementia that worsened over time. Each time I went to see her, she was a little quieter, slower, spoke less, etc. It's brutal to watch someone die over years from a neurological disease. Sorry anon.

 

[27yearcel]

The sins of the father will be visited upon the son

I don't believe in God.

 

[27yearcel]

I watched and helped take care of my grandmother who suffered from dementia that worsened over time. Each time I went to see her, she was a little quieter, slower, spoke less, etc. It's brutal to watch someone die over years from a neurological disease. Sorry anon.

I feel for you, and now I spend every day on high alert. I can hardly rest. The only time I get any rest is when I turn on my video game and spend the night playing, but soon the day dawns and the suffering begins again. I sleep three hours or less a day, day after day. The suffering never ends. Suicide seems to be my only way to be free from the pain.

 

[anon65]

I feel for you, and now I spend every day on high alert. I can hardly rest. The only time I get any rest is when I turn on my video game and spend the night playing, but soon the day dawns and the suffering begins again. I sleep three hours or less a day, day after day. The suffering never ends. Suicide seems to be my only way to be free from the pain.

Absolutely brutal. I assume you/your family can't put her into a care facility? They are super expensive sadly.

 

[27yearcel]

Absolutely brutal. I assume you/your family can't put her into a care facility? They are super expensive sadly.

Unfortunately, I can't afford the costs. I earn two minimum wages per month, and the cost of admission to a home care is more than double what I earn.

I'll take care of him as long as I can. If I can't, I'll end up killing myself by inhaling carbon monoxide from the exhaust

 

[undertaker77]

This is fucking brutal.

 

[anon65]

Unfortunately, I can't afford the costs. I earn two minimum wages per month, and the cost of admission to a home care is more than double what I earn.

I'll take care of him as long as I can. If I can't, I'll end up killing myself by inhaling carbon monoxide from the exhaust

Alzheimers/dementia means the patient won't live forever... Usually if they aren't able to speak well anymore or walk well, they don't have much time left (A few years MAX).