LifeFuel Im trying to help my parents

[Eternatus]

They are far from perfect and often ruined my mind with mad problems and shit, we had police at home, my doors are broken, I fought them even for money cause they wanted a contribution and shit. I just really wanna disappear somewhere else and ldar all my remaining time.

But sometimes when we kinda get along I realize that Im truly, truly alone in this planet if it wasn’t for them. I would speak to myself 24/7 and be in a coma state silence for eternity without my mom and dad. They both have serious medical problems so I probably won’t have much more time with them.

My dad for example has an arteriovenous malformation in the brain, parietal lobe, he had frequent epilepsy past 35 and we had to help him to stay conscious. I saw him going in a literal blackout, biting his tongue, losing saliva and blood and speaking nonsense. He had a cerebral hemorrhage once, but luckily he never lost his cognitive functions through all of it.

Hes even pretty clever with tech but has an extremely low tolerance to be bothered or any effort besides his job.

Just to say that sometimes I forget this is all I got. The money I will have are gonna be spent to buy my solitary cave anyway. If u still have parents and feel like I do try to forgive them. U might won’t have the other day to do so.

 

[FEMCELS FANTASY]

Can you get on NEETbux at all brother?

That could shut them up if they’re bothering you about money as the 1k that @Todd Thundercock and I get per month covers most of the living expenses and even some toys ie videogames our kind generally wants.

Which would in theory free up some of the feeling of burden on your parents.

 

[Eternatus]

Can you get on NEETbux at all brother?

That could shut them up if they’re bothering you about money as the 1k that @Todd Thundercock and I get per month covers most of the living expenses and even some toys ie videogames our kind generally wants.

Which would in theory free up some of the feeling of burden on your parents.

I got into a Job unfortunately and I have fixed contract, but now is partime and I can manage it. I had some percentage of disability due to my major depression and attention problems but not so high to recieve that type of pension. I don’t live in Germany but in the retarded boot shaped peninsula under it. There’s many who make plans to fraud that especially in Naples.

Italian bureaucracy is terrible and the website too, but they want it to stay like that cause people here are unreliable

 

[Eternatus]

I got into a Job unfortunately and I have fixed contract, but now is partime and I can manage it. I had some percentage of disability due to my major depression and attention problems but not so high to recieve that type of pension. I don’t live in Germany but in the retarded boot shaped peninsula under it. There’s many who make plans to fraud that especially in Naples.

Italian bureaucracy is terrible and the website too, but they want it to stay like that cause people here are unreliable

Thing is I will contribute but I didn’t want to do it immediately, we dont get paid much and i fear for my future

 

[TheHungariancel]

Highly relatable post. Everything I have right now, everything I achieved in life wouldn’t have been possible without the support of my family.

The day they die will be the I will become completely alone.

Take good care of them, man.