Venting I'm too fucked up for my own good

[Ika-Sama]

I want to be in relationship with someone only to keep remembering how incompetent and stupid I am. I'm constantly ashamed of my self, and the fact that I'm very neurotic plays into this as well. If I had a girlfriend she'd be constantly disappointed with me, and I look like a nerdy, Low T, Neotenous laughingstock. In reality I look more like this:

I'M FUCKING 18 AND I WANT TO KILL MYSELF.
I'm too immature and retarded, I can't even take of myself and I want to die, I feel worthless

 

[AnotherInsertCel1]

Damn got me in the mood to listen to Ransom.

 

[Pain And Hatred]

brutal op how do you cope?

 

[Ika-Sama]

brutal op how do you cope?

I don't know, I have suicidal tendencies. Should I rope?

 

[Pain And Hatred]

I don't know, I have suicidal tendencies. Should I rope?

no. Find some good copes.

 

[Bainville]

Mogs me cuz black

 

[Ping And Pong]

At least you're a teen, it gets brutal once you're still an incel failure in your 20s.