Im so fucking spastic I cant even talk to people without coming across like a total retard

[Eternatus]

I know its water but bear with me. I cant fucking talk to people, I wish I never had to, but since NEETdom is a distant dream Im forced to wageslave surrounded by lobotomized useless npcs, but this is literally all Ive got.

When I have to goytalk the Fortnite emote disk appears, theres like 5/6 of them that I cycle through, but if the conversation goes past two minutes I turn into a fucking retard, my eyes go wide, I don't know what to do anymore, I cant look people in the eyes because I have no idea what handicapped autism thwomp lookin deformed asymmetrical slab shape my face is making when I stare back at them.

Cuhs I literally start making random gestures while rubbing my mouth I should be put down with a bolt gun hit on the glabella.

 

[Grodd]

I just try avoid it as much as possible and when i can't avoid it i try to keep it as minimal as possible.

 

[Pikacel]

Same

 

[Max Doltman]

yeah i understand