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I’m actually losing my mind,I’m not talking to anyone,I don’t even want a girl because i would have to be super nt or be a jester which I’m just not

I just wanted friends, why does everyone ostracize or bully me, make fun of me

I don’t want to work,I just want a peaceful life, peace of mind

I’m pretty sure I’ll drop out of university because I just fucking can’t pass or understand the fucking lessons, depression is really brutal it ruins your whole life

i want fucking peace,I want to not be called a pathetic loser because none of the things that happened to me was my fault,I want to live peacefully with only my family, like most of us do,I just want to rest
 
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@Draestyn brutal NT pill again , name checks out too:feelsseriously:
 
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Same boat pal.
 
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IncelHQ said:
@Draestyn brutal NT pill again , name checks out too:feelsseriously:
Nt pill is the worst man
 
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Mentally lost cel said:
Nt pill is the worst man
it truly is me and @Draestyn talk about how under appreciated being non nt is, it really fucks your life
 
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DO IT DO IT DO IT DO IT DO IT DO IT DO IT DO IT DO IT DO IT DO IT DO IT DO IT DO IT DO IT DO IT DO IT DO IT DO IT DO IT DO IT DO IT DO IT
 
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I have final exams in two days and i'm pretty sure i'm gonna fail my first class, been laying in bed most days not doing a single thing. Might get lucky and pass but probably not.
 
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Mentally lost cel said:
Nt pill is the worst man
It is. If you’re non NT and not chad then it’s fully over
 
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Khaplain40KKK said:
DO IT DO IT DO IT DO IT DO IT DO IT DO IT DO IT DO IT DO IT DO IT DO IT DO IT DO IT DO IT DO IT DO IT DO IT DO IT DO IT DO IT DO IT DO IT
Do what
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It is. If you’re non NT and not chad then it’s fully over
Yeah this
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I have final exams in two days and i'm pretty sure i'm gonna fail my first class, been laying in bed most days not doing a single thing. Might get lucky and pass but probably not.
Yeah I might fail a lot of shit like the last two years :( I just don’t study or don’t understand shit at all
 
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I found your mind bro...

Do you want i should mail it to you?
 
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What happens exactly when you try and make friends?
 
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foosballcel said:
What happens exactly when you try and make friends?
I do have people I talk but they are abroad,I mostly didn’t make native friends cuz they were assholes mostly
 
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same boat, man. this is exactly how i feel everyday. i'm even having worse anxiety/panic attacks because i quit doing hard drugs, so i've been dealing with that. it just seems like everything is too much. sometimes, i'll just be alone in my closet crying because i have absolutely no one. :feelsbadman:
 
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AmIjustDreaming said:
same boat, man. this is exactly how i feel everyday. i'm even having worse anxiety/panic attacks because i quit doing hard drugs, so i've been dealing with that. it just seems like everything is too much. sometimes, i'll just be alone in my closet crying because i have absolutely no one. :feelsbadman:
Me too, it’s really really bad man
 
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brutally over
 
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Mentally lost cel said:
I do have people I talk but they are abroad,I mostly didn’t make native friends cuz they were assholes mostly
so you're in college in another country from your home country?

or you're in college in your home country and your friends are in foreign countries?
 
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Mentally lost cel said:
I just wanted friends, why does everyone ostracize or bully me, make fun of me
because they don’t want to be around undesirable men:feelsbadman:
 
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foosballcel said:
or you're in college in your home country and your friends are in foreign countries?
This
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brutally over
Not yet ,I have one last card to play
 
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AlexAnguish said:
Same boat pal.
Same. Also, the bragging threads on this forum lately are not helping. :cryfeels::feelsrope:
 
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curryfool said:
Same. Also, the bragging threads on this forum lately are not helping. :cryfeels::feelsrope:
Yeah
 
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Mentally lost cel said:
Not yet ,I have one last card to play
what is your "last card"?
 
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foosballcel said:
what is your "last card"?
Being a Hermit or going er , I’ll do the biggest slaughter in history
 
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This song instantly came to mind when I read the title lol
 
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Mentally lost cel said:
Being a Hermit or going er , I’ll do the biggest slaughter in history
well i mean you're probably already a hermit, most people on this forum are