Venting Im having a break down

[Incel Prime]

Lying here crying abou my whole life and how fucked up it is that im an incel at fucking 25. Ive gone so long without sex that I feel uncomfortable about the thought of even having. Even if i escortcelled and had full on sex and kissing id feel guily because a man shouldnt have to pay for sex. Especially the first time. My family would think im pathetic and gross. Im literally shaking in shame that i even tried to escortcel.

 

[Robo Sapien]

Escortcelling is literally the short-term equivalent of marriage for non-chads.

 

[Weightcel]

Do you not have any other copes left?

 

[jet112]

i went to an escort once, it was worth it. but only this one time

 

[doktordoom]

wait till you develop true mental illness. rejoice for now my brother for your health will only continue declining (talking from experience)

 

[Incel Prime]

Escortcelling is literally the short-term equivalent of marriage for non-chads.

Escortcelling isnt meant for high inhib like me

Do you not have any other copes left?

I have no copes. Nothing works anymore. I just feel like a piece of shit and want to reset my life. Cause i fucked it up so bad

i went to an escort once, it was worth it. but only this one time

I am high inhib. Guilt would destroy me if i had sex with sn escort. You are lucky youre low inhib

wait till you develop true mental illness. rejoice for now my brother for your health will only continue declining (talking from experience)

My mental health is slipping. I cant fucking handle it

 

[EthnicelNL]

U live at ur parents bro?

 

[Templarcel421]

You will get through it. It is a shame that based nigger @Tellem--T isnt here anymore but he was great at coaching people through meltdowns

 

[Incel Prime]

U live at ur parents bro?

Yes. Im a neet

 

[Deleted member 8353]

I've not been in the best state today either, was pondering how pathetic I was until I forced myself to stop. Do you have any decent way of soothing your emotions? I like to visualize things that I know will calm me down.

 

[EthnicelNL]

Yes. Im a neet

Try getting on urself..will make u less high inhib...maybe then u can consider escortcelling

 

[Bagelcel]

Try and do what uninstall is doing and just throw yourself in the real world and just mass approach?
He started off 9/10 high inhib too

 

[GreenBull]

Rape a nice looking whore bro, condom will never let you feel the real pleasure.(just kidding)

 

[AfrikanCel]

Lying here crying abou my whole life and how fucked up it is that im an incel at fucking 25. Ive gone so long without sex that I feel uncomfortable about the thought of even having. Even if i escortcelled and had full on sex and kissing id feel guily because a man shouldnt have to pay for sex. Especially the first time. My family would think im pathetic and gross. Im literally shaking in shame that i even tried to escortcel.

I am not going to lie to you and say it will get better. It is OVER. You missed out on teen love and all that are left are used up roasties who will LAUGH at your inexperience even if you did bed them. It is over. Sorry friend.

Accept that hope is lost and cope.

 

[Incel Prime]

Try getting on urself..will make u less high inhib...maybe then u can consider escortcelling

No i will still feel like crap because It would haunt me even if i was living alone.

Try and do what uninstall is doing and just throw yourself in the real world and just mass approach?
He started off 9/10 high inhib too

Im did he succeed?

I've not been in the best state today either, was pondering how pathetic I was until I forced myself to stop. Do you have any decent way of soothing your emotions? I like to visualize things that I know will calm me down.

No nothing. I'd just visualize everything wrong if I tried what you do. I try to think about nothing

Rape a nice looking whore bro, condom will never let you feel the real pleasure.(just kidding)

Even if I had sex with a gf id probably feel super uncomfortable after. Like i said. Having no sex so far into your life made me feel uncomfortable about sexuality.

I am not going to lie to you and say it will get better. It is OVER. You missed out on teen love and all that are left are used up roasties who will LAUGH at your inexperience even if you did bed them. It is over. Sorry friend.

Accept that hope is lost and cope.

I have no copes left. Only thing keeping me going is the thought of a roastie giving me a chance somedsy

 

[Bagelcel]

@Incel Prime he's only done like 60 approaches so far, and he's not very NT imo cause his approaches are getting more and more retarded... That being said i'm still routing for him.
I'm sure you'd do better tbh, cause you seem more NT.

 

[Dungcel]

Fuck, I know your situation, and I know it's horrible. I know it's really hard to pick up the habit, but martial arts really helped me at my worst times. And I'm not talking about that MMA combative functional shit, take up an old school martial art at a school that cares about traditions and people. It really helps you manage all the excess energy that comes from neetdom because at the end of the day, the human body was made to be in motion.
Is it a cope? Yes, absolutely.
But there is nothing wrong with coping.

 

[Incel Prime]

@Incel Prime he's only done like 60 approaches so far, and he's not very NT imo cause his approaches are getting more and more retarded... That being said i'm still routing for him.
I'm sure you'd do better tbh, cause you seem more NT.

Doesnt matter much if im too high inhib to try

 

[Bagelcel]

Doesnt matter much if im too high inhib to try

nothing to lose just do it tbh, i'm high inhib too but i've tried to do it too

 

[Incel Prime]

Fuck, I know your situation, and I know it's horrible. I know it's really hard to pick up the habit, but martial arts really helped me at my worst times. And I'm not talking about that MMA combative functional shit, take up an old school martial art at a school that cares about traditions and people. It really helps you manage all the excess energy that comes from neetdom because at the end of the day, the human body was made to be in motion.
Is it a cope? Yes, absolutely.
But there is nothing wrong with coping.

Ive been doing martial arts for 14 yrs that cope has been active and is dead.

 

[GreenBull]

Even if I had sex with a gf id probably feel super uncomfortable after. Like i said. Having no sex so far into your life made me feel uncomfortable about sexuality.

I can relate, but for some reason I believe getting regular sex from a non-escort can fix your problems.

 

[Incel Prime]

I can relate, but for some reason I believe getting regular sex from a non-escort can fix your problems.

Yea i think so too. Of course I wont get the treatment i need.

 

[GreenBull]

Yea i think so too. Of course I wont get the treatment i need.

This is the sad truth about my life too.

 

[EthnicelNL]

I am not going to lie to you and say it will get better. It is OVER. You missed out on teen love and all that are left are used up roasties who will LAUGH at your inexperience even if you did bed them. It is over. Sorry friend.

Accept that hope is lost and cope.

Hey btw r u @Blackpill101 and @LebaneseCel alt?

 

[AfrikanCel]

Hey btw r u @Blackpill101 and @LebaneseCel alt?

No. I'm just afrikancel. Not those guys sorry.

 

[EthnicelNL]

No. I'm just afrikancel. Not those guys sorry.

Ok..u from Cali?

 

[The End]

I've been right there with you, being alone and having panic attacks from the stress of failure and depression.

Well, I hate to get all philosophical here, but something that has helped me withstand life is the concept of determinism. Determinism basically contends that everything happens by materialistic means, that is by cause-and-effect. Determinism (casual determinism to be precise) is completely supported by science/physics. The relevance of determinism to humans (from a moral standpoint) is that it means we do not actually have free-will. (Sam Harris's book on free-will explains it better than I can if you are interested.)

What does this have to do with you? It's not your fault that you're a shit, so don't feel shame. All you can do is ride along till your life finally ends.

Also drugs/medication; get some medication. That's been the biggest help for me.

Or ER. Make sure to plan a good ER, there've been too many screw ups!

 

[AfrikanCel]

Ok..u from Cali?

Sorry no personal info. IT has threads about me so I do not want to get doxxed if they come searching.

 

[Incel Prime]

Sorry no personal info. IT has threads about me so I do not want to get doxxed if they come searching.

Stay safe brother. Fucking assholes doxxing us

 

[turbocuckcel_7000]

I've had these breakdowns at 27 and at 30, try to get good sleep and clear your mind and it'll pass, the acute phase shouldn't last more than a month.
Also when you come out of them, you'll get this euphoria for a while, try to use it constructively rather than using it to bury yourself under more solitary projects and work like I did. That just kept me in the same hole.

 

[0764]

Honestly I’d kill myself if I was virgin at 25 I really don’t know how you guys live that long under this much stress. You guys are literally the strongest people in the world to live under that much stress. Being a virgin in 2018 is like being a Jew in Nazi Germany. Might be even worse than being a Jew because atleast Jews were given a quick and painless death. Virgins are made to suffer their entire life under laughter and sneering and eventually doing suicide. But no one cares about men virgins or men suicide. If a man does suicide literally no one cares but if a women does there will be numerous social media posts. All in all it doesn’t really matter. Life is just a massive cope. Life is pain existence is worthless.
And atleast people cared about the millions of Jews in Nazi Germans that died.
There is not one person that cares about the atrocities millions of virgins are going through right now. And the milllions of virgin men suicides that are about to happen

 

[Nemo9065]

Get a job or rope

 

[Robo Sapien]

No i will still feel like crap because It would haunt me even if i was living alone.

I'm just saying, if you're not Chad or an attractive mentalcel, don't kid yourself about finding love. Love doesn't exist, you are only there to pay for occasional shitty sex. That's it.