Every day I get worse and worse at concealing how I am. Normally I have been able to pass as a normie flawlessly at school and such when it comes to talking and the like. Now people are starting to notice things. I talk less and less and when I do it’s largely about how much I hate things and other people. Not intentional at all on my part, but I just can’t stop thinking about these things. I also can’t help but feel frustrated even at people I’d say I’m friends with. It’s still largely brushed off but I feel like I’m kinda at the end of the line here. It’s only a matter of time before the gig is up. I’m going to go hermit mode and stop any communication with people I know unless directly asked something for a bit while I think about how to undo this unraveling
