LifeFuel I'm becoming perfect socially

[deleted fren]

I pick up on clues, listen, and ask them about themselves while occasionally placing comments. Problem is it's fake, it's just shallow. It's like I'm an empty vessel. Whenever I fuck up socially which I rarely do I'll cut myself up and fuck myself up, stab and hit and burn myself. It makes me so angry when I fuck up socially. I can not create close relationships but I can create distant ones.

 

[Fallenleaves]

Then why are you still here?

 

[deleted fren]

Then why are you still here?

Because I'm too ugly to aquire a woman and I'm not truly NT. Like I can't gain close relationships.

 

[Incelius Savage]

How are you talking to people?

 

[deleted fren]

How are you talking to people?

You caught me.

 

[Incelius Savage]

You caught me.

no where are you talking to people? Do you have a social circle or just randoms at school?

 

[UnwantedVirgin]

I pick up on clues, listen, and ask them about themselves while occasionally placing comments. Problem is it's fake, it's just shallow. It's like I'm an empty vessel. Whenever I fuck up socially which I rarely do I'll cut myself up and fuck myself up, stab and hit and burn myself. It makes me so angry when I fuck up socially. I can not create close relationships but I can create distant ones.

Autism?

 

[deleted fren]

Autism?

No one has ever suspected me of it, and as far as I know I don't have it but I do have BPD and social anxiety.

 

[Justdone]

Hiding your actual emotional state is key to getting normies to trust you with theirs and seeing them vulnerable

 

[deleted fren]

Hiding your actual emotional state is key to getting normies to trust you with theirs and seeing them vulnerable

EXACTLY! If I were tbh with them most of what I say would disturb them. Don't know about you.

 

[NoLooksNoLife]

Then why are you still here?