I was the only non-white kid in my class for years until high school. I was called every racial slur under the sun "nigger, slave, terrorist, Osama, Bin Laden, sand nigger, dune coon, camel jockey, and so on". Even the principal bullied me. The teachers never looked out for me because I was the only brown person there. White kids would pick fights with me, and when I fought back, only I would get in trouble and never them. Years later, the principal had a racist outburst against me, which made me understand why he always sided with the white kids over me. I never had a single friend for nearly all of my elementary school years. I would eat alone at lunch and play alone during recess only to be bullied by the other kids. I would get bullied every single recess from first grade to middle school. No teacher intervened despite seeing me in this state. I am neurodivergent, which is part of it, along with being the only brown kid in my class.
On top of all this, my home life was dysfunctional, so I had no one to turn to. The teachers and principal certainly didn't give a fuck. My dad is mentally ill with anger issues and doesn't know how to resolve problems. I never had an open friendly relationship with my father to get help. It was over before it even began for me.