Today I took the train to go to uni and take an exam, and I met one of the friends I cut off months ago. Short pleasantries were exchanged and he tells me he broke up with his girlfriend. I played the stoic but inside I was so fucking happy, because before they got together I confessed to her and she brutally ghosted me for a week and then rejected me once I talked to her again, in school. Then she got a boyfriend, but at the same time began acting like a whore with this normie I used to call a friend, and after a couple of years she left her boyfriend and got together with him. I was genuinely emasculated due to this, and suffered immense emotional damage. I suffered even more damage when this exact same scenario happened once more with a different foid, but that's another story.
In brief, I was used as the faggot nigger that listens to all the problems in the relationship but after a couple of weeks of this pestering I legit told him to never speak to me again about it and there was that. I learnt that foids are fucking disgusting as shit, I'm talking smearing beddings with period blood, not telling anyone about it, and having her boyfriend's mother wash it. Fucking disgusting fucking pig I swear. Made me realize what I miss isn't a foid, but the idea of a foid.
So I am still extremely fucking happy that this pathetic HTN got his heart broken fucking monkey-brained dipshit. Envy is powerful but Schadenfreude is even more, I literally have a boner right now from the dopamine that is still being released even 10 hours after learning of the fact.
In brief, I was used as the faggot nigger that listens to all the problems in the relationship but after a couple of weeks of this pestering I legit told him to never speak to me again about it and there was that. I learnt that foids are fucking disgusting as shit, I'm talking smearing beddings with period blood, not telling anyone about it, and having her boyfriend's mother wash it. Fucking disgusting fucking pig I swear. Made me realize what I miss isn't a foid, but the idea of a foid.
So I am still extremely fucking happy that this pathetic HTN got his heart broken fucking monkey-brained dipshit. Envy is powerful but Schadenfreude is even more, I literally have a boner right now from the dopamine that is still being released even 10 hours after learning of the fact.
