LDAR Im almost dead, if not already, from being autistic and rotting, drugs

[Stonersperg]

The child psychiatry that went on basically killed off parts of my body and mind and caused me to go full autism mode and make bad choices (drugs) to the point where I lay down and rot and my body and my lungs are fucked.

I feel pain in all of my organs and weird irregular heartbeats almost all day. Everything makes me out of breath and I lay down and rot until I'm almost dead.

Should I feel happy that I'm leaving this world? Because I feel like I'm dead.

 

[Deleted member 34074]

You sound like me , I feel your pain.

 

[Pancakecel]

That's no way to live man, but yeah thinking about death does make me feel at peace sometimes. In the eyes of soyciety we are all worthless anyways, so do what you must.

 

[Deleted member 31361]

What if we are dead? What if we are in hell already? There is no light at the end of the tunnel from my pov

 

[metabuxx]

Brootal

 

[Deleted member 35428]

I'm happy to be in decent health, good luck bro

 

[OwlGod]

once mental health ,,professionals" a[UWSL]re involved in your life you're certifiably fucked [/UWSL]

 

[Deleted member 34074]

That's no way to live man, but yeah thinking about death does make me feel at peace sometimes. In the eyes of soyciety we are all worthless anyways, so do what you must.

A life on this world can be worth very little , Unless you are chad.