I’m 18 and have no friends and no life

[stalwartwheat62]

My teen years got wasted. At 13 I started doing drugs to try and be cool and got sent away where I was abused in programs. By 17 I was doing hard drugs. I’m off them now but everyday I wake up with regrets and no happiness. I have no friends and never had relationship. I have multiple mental disorders and no hobbies. I see no future for myself and no life. Can any older members of this forumn offer some advice? I often fantasize about suicide but I wouldn’t ever go through with it I have to admit due to cowardice and loving my father. But everyday just seems like a drag and I torture myself with my mistakes over and over. I turn 19 in august and feel like time is running out in life.

 

[Misogynist Curry 卐]

There are bunch of dudes like you so don't worry; you are in the best place

 

[stalwartwheat62]

There are bunch of dudes like you so don't worry; you are in the best place

Should I kill myself

 

[Incelius Savage]

Same except the drug part. How did u get drugs at a young age? Did your parents drug you?

 

[Incelius Savage]

Should I kill myself

If you have working hormones then no.

 

[stalwartwheat62]

Same except the drug part. How did u get drugs at a young age? Did your parents drug you?

I was living in an areas where they were accessible at the tiMe

 

[Incelius Savage]

Yes your life is over itll take years to catch up to everyone else

 

[Incelius Savage]

I was living in an areas where they were accessible at the tiMe

Do you have rich parents?

 

[stalwartwheat62]

Do you have rich parents?

No

 

[Deleted member 42964]

Should I kill myself

That's always up to you. Human life has no objective value. The only value your life has is the one you wanna think it has. If you think there's a reason to go on living, then go on. If you think there's not, then good riddance.

 

[trying to ascend]

There are bunch of dudes like you so don't worry; you are in the best place

 

[stalwartwheat62]

That's always up to you. Human life has no objective value. The only value your life has is the one you wanna think it has. If you think there's a reason to go on living, then go on. If you think there's not, then good riddance.

Should I try antidepressants to numb myself or face the reality that There is no hope

 

[Misogynist Curry 卐]

Should I kill myself

No, Suicide is cuck.

 

[Deleted member 42964]

Should I try antidepressants to numb myself or face the reality that There is no hope

Well, again, I can't know if the reality is that there's no hope for you. You're the one who's gotta realize that. Also, I never tried antidepressants so idk.

 

[mistersinister]

Should I kill myself

no if you are above4

 

[stalwartwheat62]

no if you are above4

Maybe, but what if my mind is so fucked I’ll never be happy

 

[hghcel]

Yes your life is over itll take years to catch up to everyone else

its impossible to catch up with everyone
i remember in 2019 i tried to be a normie but i failed
good ol looksmax years
once u browse an incel forum theres no turning back
and i discovered the blackpill like 5-6 years ago
truly over

 

[hghcel]

Should I kill myself

if u truly want to integrate with the normies u wont
its impossible
i tried it and i tried hard for a year and nothing came out of it

 

[stalwartwheat62]

if u truly want to integrate with the normies u wont
its impossible
i tried it and i tried hard for a year and nothing came out of it

Yo kill myself or be normal?

 

[hghcel]

Yo kill myself or be normal?

its impossible to catch up with everyone
i remember in 2019 i tried to be a normie but i failed
good ol looksmax years
once u browse an incel forum theres no turning back
and i discovered the blackpill like 5-6 years ago
truly over

 

[hghcel]

Yo kill myself or be normal?

if u want suggestions i recommend u visit sarco in switzerland
its a painless suicide machine that just recently became legal

 

[stalwartwheat62]

if u want suggestions i recommend u visit sarco in switzerland
its a painless suicide machine that just recently became legal

I feel like I want this small sliver of hope to not kill myself but I don’t genuinely believe it ya know

 

[Subhuman Niceguy]

Grey, get an avi, and then I might take you seriously.

 

[stalwartwheat62]

no avi generic name greychad vs redcuck avicel

Based

 

[Cope_Time]

once u browse an incel forum theres no turning back

fair point

 

[Diocel]

Should I kill myself

asap

 

[Justdone]

Do a trade/ learn a trade if you completed high school.

 

[Lux]

The worst is when you remember what you wasted when you were 13-14 when you were actually liked by all, just to remember at what you wasted