What a bizarre and sad life; things have been horrible latelyworking and rotting away in my room. I’m constantly depressed and sad; it kills me knowing I’ll never have a family or a wife. Being an involuntary old loner must be the worst pain in the world. I fucking hate myself, honestly. I don’t feel like doing anythingnot even logging onto the forum. I’ve been doing terribly; I’m constantly shivering from the coldmaybe I’m sick. Things are really complicated; it’s a miracle I haven’t resorted to the noose.
