If you want to enjoy video games forever, never abuse drugs.

[Oneitiscel]

It has been nearly 4 years since I stopped enhancing my gaming sessions with copious amounts of downers and stimulants, and I am seriously not joking when I tell you I feel maybe a 3rd of pleasure at most now versus when I played sober (Before drugs). There are entire sections of games I've beaten which I literally have no recollection of playing, as the vast majority of my time spent on them was under a daily blackout from benzo addiction. I am not sure if I will ever enjoy gaming like I used to. I just feel like I am wasting my time whenever I sit down and play nowadays.

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

I'm too socially outcasted to even have access to drugs

 

[8CbZA-kHFu6pFgE*]

Dont worry, due to anhedonia im already losing interest in vidya even without drugs

 

[Jud Pottah]

Benzos are the worst camp to fall yourself into. If you take them regularly.

 

[Jud Pottah]

Dont worry, due to anhedonia im already losing interest in vidya even without drugs

I keep my interest Bright with mods, and whatever else i have Going on up in here.

 

[8CbZA-kHFu6pFgE*]

I keep my interest Bright with mods, and whatever else i have Going on up in here.

No mods for your face

 

[Jud Pottah]

No mods for your face

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cZv56i91CRM&pp=ygUaYXJ0aHVyIHNjaG9wZW5oYXVlciBwYXJ0IDE%3D

 

[Oneitiscel]

Benzos are the worst camp to fall yourself into. If you take them regularly.

I was going through a script of 120 1mg footballs a month along with lots of super strong pressed Flualp/Etiz/Clon bars, and it screwed my life up for a long time. I've never felt the same since I quit them.

 

[samsara]

I'm too socially outcasted to even have access to drugs

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

Why do you have DMs disabled @Praetorian Kanga

 

[samsara]

Why do you have DMs disabled @Praetorian Kanga

I don’t know

 

[samsara]

Why do you have DMs disabled @Praetorian Kanga

Wait let me see

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

Wait let me see

See what?

 

[samsara]

See what?

done I enable conversation messages

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

done I enable conversation messages

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[Spooky_Heejin]

When you were on drugs and forgot all about the game you played, why not just play it again sober?

 

[Oneitiscel]

When you were on drugs and forgot all about the game you played, why not just play it again sober?

I probably could. I remember maybe an 8th of my Super Mario Galaxy playthrough while off xans. The thing is benzos also erase your long term memory as well. So games I played before I even first started doing hard drugs I have a very hard time remembering.

I keep my interest Bright with mods, and whatever else i have Going on up in here.

I don't even pay attention to what is going on in the gaming industry now. I just look what mods are getting the highest ratings from fans, and download them free of charge.

 

[Jud Pottah]

I probably could. I remember maybe an 8th of my Super Mario Galaxy playthrough while off xans. The thing is benzos also erase your long term memory as well. So games I played before I even first started doing hard drugs I have a very hard time remembering.

I don't even pay attention to what is going on in the gaming industry now. I just look what mods are getting the highest ratings from fans, and download them free of charge.

i cant stop with GTA San Andreas. soon it will be a year Around this fucking game.

 

[Oneitiscel]

i cant stop with GTA San Andreas. soon it will be a year Around this fucking game.

Ever gotten into the Doom modding scene? There is so much fan made material, you could spend your entire life playing them without getting bored.

 

[Jud Pottah]

Ever gotten into the Doom modding scene? There is so much fan made material, you could spend your entire life playing them without getting bored.

Nah man, i got my fill with racing sandbox games. This is where my Heart is.

And the same applies, i got so much archived stuff it would make your Head spin!

One file at a Time.

 

[Oneitiscel]

Nah man, i got my fill with racing sandbox games. This is where my Heart is.

Check this out.


View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QMyPpi10jpQ

 

[Jud Pottah]

Check this out.


View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QMyPpi10jpQ

More likuu Diss kudasai massen yo ne!

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aAKSV6h9stY

 

[Jud Pottah]

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qzPKgTuRwbs&pp=ygUYamFwYW5lc2UgZ3V5IHNjcmVhbXMgc2V4

 

[Exhunter45]

It has been nearly 4 years since I stopped enhancing my gaming sessions with copious amounts of downers and stimulants, and I am seriously not joking when I tell you I feel maybe a 3rd of pleasure at most now versus when I played sober (Before drugs). There are entire sections of games I've beaten which I literally have no recollection of playing, as the vast majority of my time spent on them was under a daily blackout from benzo addiction. I am not sure if I will ever enjoy gaming like I used to. I just feel like I am wasting my time whenever I sit down and play nowadays.

Games are My drugs

 

[Oneitiscel]

Games are My drugs

They used to be my drugs too back in middle school. Now I need actual drugs just to enjoy most games these days.