Venting If I was blackpilled around age 13, I'd have done things differently and be more happy

[bronxpete]

I'm in my 20s and looking back, if this info was around when I was 13 then my life would have been on a different trajectory

1. Careermaxxing
i would focus on getting into STEM and giving my all into school ao i could live a comfortable life in my 40s.

2. Less socializing
i would spend less time trying to force my way into already existing social circles and being regarded as a clown or being treated as a zoo exhibit by other people.

3. Focus on hobbies
WWith more time, id have spent more time pursing hobbies that interest me like playing a sport, learning chess and making my own games all for fun but nope, i spent a lot of my youth being out and about trying to socialize and what did it lead me to do.

4. Avoiding the time improvement time sink
With this, i never spent money on self improvement and wasted a lot of time journaling, mediation(the hamza way), trying cold showers and baths and fasting. If i realised where i stood then id double down on my strengths rather then trying to be a well rounded person

I might have time but my ceiling in terms of what I can achieve and money that I can make is drastically lower than if I were in my mid teens

 

[Autist]

If I went back to being 13, I would have brought a knife to school and started randomly stabbing normies

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

Cope

 

[bronxpete]

If I went back to being 13, I would have brought a knife to school and started randomly stabbing normies

That was a dream of mine but realized I wouldn't last in prison

 

[bronxpete]

Cope

I'm genuine

 

[DarkSneezer]

It's impotant to learn blackpill at young, there's nothing worse than redpill bullshit. Sadly, redpill got me and it made my life far worse. There's no point to "maxx" anything, it's over and it's good to know that it's over.

 

[bronxpete]

It's impotant to learn blackpill at young, there's nothing worse than redpill bullshit. Sadly, redpill got me and it made my life far worse. There's no point to "maxx" anything, it's over and it's good to know that it's over.

Blue pill and red pill take years off my life and put me in a worse place

 

[Sex-Starved Beast]

Not exactly about blackpill, but if I was more mature like I am now I would have tried to improve at some skills but that's about it. Like I'm sad that I never tried to learn an instrument or something like the other teens and wasted all my time playing videogames. I should have used my time more wisely and at least taken drawing serioulsly, I could have become a good artist since I had the talent.

 

[bronxpete]

Not exactly about blackpill, but if I was more mature like I am now I would have tried to improve at some skills but that's about it. Like I'm sad that I never tried to learn an instrument or something like the other teens and wasted all my time playing videogames. I should have used my time more wisely and at least taken drawing serioulsly, I could have become a good artist since I had the talent.

I had the opposite problem.
I was I played more games instead of wasting time socializing

 

[Sex-Starved Beast]

I had the opposite problem.
I was I played more games instead of wasting time socializing

I didn't talk about socializing. I wanted to become good at some skills, that would have led me to make money, so it's not much different from what you said about careermaxxing and focusing on school. And I also think this:

I might have time but my ceiling in terms of what I can achieve and money that I can make is drastically lower than if I were in my mid teens

 

[guitarcel]

It's impotant to learn blackpill at young, there's nothing worse than redpill bullshit. Sadly, redpill got me and it made my life far worse. There's no point to "maxx" anything, it's over and it's good to know that it's over.

Blue pill and red pill take years off my life and put me in a worse place

yeah the sooner the blackpill the better