...but i can't. every time life gets me down i have no soft place to fall, no one to help me rebound. i would have a reason to dart out of bed when i wake up. if i could have had Anneke then every time some shit life or clown world throws at me i could recover; if i had her then i could bounce back twice as hard as i got hit... but alas. i feel miserable about my future and the state of the world and it now just stays that way. i have not had any hope for too long now. i ask so little from the world, but even my supplications for the most paltry of alms are not only denied but i am smacked down and beaten spitefully like an abused and lonely street dog. i don't want want the world, only Anneke. i reckon it is time for me to visit gandy soon.
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