abg_na_vapry
Suffering from acute self-consciousness
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- Dec 27, 2025
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I refuse to change or improve my life. I would literally rather hang myself than get out of bed and do something. I feel it's unfair that I actually have to put effort into something. And yet I still feel guilt for not putting in the effort, which is also unfair. Why do I feel guilty for not doing anything if I feel like I'm not supposed to? Why do I still think like a child who believes that everything should be given to him?
Either way, it is best if I kill myself right now to avoid further suffering, both from guilt and having to do something, because this conviction is deeply held within me, and I will never change my mind.
Either way, it is best if I kill myself right now to avoid further suffering, both from guilt and having to do something, because this conviction is deeply held within me, and I will never change my mind.





