I have been rejected dozens of times, all those rejections and uncomfortable moments have become a lifelong scar on my mind.
I remember every word and every moment and how uncomfortable they felt.
sometimes I have nightmares where these bitches reject me
I don't trust them when they try to show affection or empathy, those are empty words to try to comfort you when you have been rejected or abandoned.
having close relationships with women eventually demystifies them, I can no longer idealize them or imagine an ideal romantic relationship.
i used to daydream imagining ideal scenarios with an imaginary girlfriend, now i can no longer do that, nor imagine that a woman's embrace means affection.
at this point I can only see them as animals or cum buckets, there is no human virtue in them
I remember every word and every moment and how uncomfortable they felt.
sometimes I have nightmares where these bitches reject me
I don't trust them when they try to show affection or empathy, those are empty words to try to comfort you when you have been rejected or abandoned.
having close relationships with women eventually demystifies them, I can no longer idealize them or imagine an ideal romantic relationship.
i used to daydream imagining ideal scenarios with an imaginary girlfriend, now i can no longer do that, nor imagine that a woman's embrace means affection.
at this point I can only see them as animals or cum buckets, there is no human virtue in them
