SuicideFuel I wasted the last 5 years of my life

[SnakeCel]

I'm mostly pissed at myself right now. What the fuck do I have to show for my life? NOTHING. Just a stupid worthless degree, a wagie job I hate, and a good credit score. THAT'S LITERALLY IT. I wasted half a fucking decade on NOTHING. I feel so stupid. I could have done it all differently. Yeah I still would never have had a gf probably but at least I could have had a better degree, a better chance at a career. Maybe some more money. It's possible my life could have maybe even amounted to something more, even if I never would have been able to have a family or a wife. I could have been somebody. But I fucking threw it all away like a retard. It is too late to turn it all around, I am 24 now. It is over for me. I no longer have the benefits of youth or time on my side.

Really other than looks, money is everything in this world. If you do not have money, it's over. That is the only thing that is partially in my control that matters.

I have nothing to show for my stupid retarded life. I contribute nothing to the world. The world hates me and I hate myself. I feel like a total piece of shit. I am worthless garbage and now my personality and mind gas been degraded to match my horrible looks. I am truly a subhuman in every sense of the word.

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

You can always LDAR

 

[Fallen-Angel]

Similar but I'm younger (a bit). Everything could be different if I didn't avoid everything in my teen years and fought my social anxiety. I could get some good education and good job later.

 

[Leonardo Part V]

Relax, you didn't waste anything. It is just fomo.

Your life is exactly how it should be.

 

[BasedGoyslopReviews]

mogs me. I wasted 10 years. 4 years dropping in and out of higher education, 6 years of NEET LDAR. Finishing highschool to this day remains my greatest accolade....

 

[CosmicInjustice]

Just a stupid worthless degree, a wagie job I hate, and a good credit score

I am almost the same age as you and I have none of these. You could be more pathetic, like me. I still feel like I’m living in 2019-2020 because nothing has happened in my life since then.

 

[SnakeCel]

At least you can feel like your better than others for actually having a degree

I barely even earned it. Its worthless garbage anyways. It is a BS in a STEM field but to be real it is in a very niche field that I ended up in mostly because I hate anything to do with mathematics.

I literally did LDAR for most of my time at uni and literally slid by on the minimum effort possible to get by. I had no minor, no double major, no accolades besides a couple semesters on the deans list. I literally took a semester off and had to transfer and take summer classes as well because I kept failing classes and would LDAR and be lazy and not show up. I procrastinated every possible thing until the last minute as well.

Honestly I am lucky my parents paid for the majority of it (I paid for a few semesters) because otherwise I would be in tens of thousands of dollars in debt right now if that were not the case. Really it is proof that any retard could get a degree. In fact plenty of soy cucks get BA degrees in stupid shit like dance theory or gender studies all the time.

 

[TooSomething]

I'm mostly pissed at myself right now. What the fuck do I have to show for my life? NOTHING. Just a stupid worthless degree, a wagie job I hate, and a good credit score. THAT'S LITERALLY IT. I wasted half a fucking decade on NOTHING. I feel so stupid. I could have done it all differently. Yeah I still would never have had a gf probably but at least I could have had a better degree, a better chance at a career. Maybe some more money. It's possible my life could have maybe even amounted to something more, even if I never would have been able to have a family or a wife. I could have been somebody. But I fucking threw it all away like a retard. It is too late to turn it all around, I am 24 now. It is over for me. I no longer have the benefits of youth or time on my side.

Really other than looks, money is everything in this world. If you do not have money, it's over. That is the only thing that is partially in my control that matters.

I have nothing to show for my stupid retarded life. I contribute nothing to the world. The world hates me and I hate myself. I feel like a total piece of shit. I am worthless garbage and now my personality and mind gas been degraded to match my horrible looks. I am truly a subhuman in every sense of the word.

Born to become a subhuman in every sense of fhe word.

On a serious note though. Why would you want to contribute anything to this soyciety?
Are you insane?
They have hated you even when you still had potential.

 

[Regenerator]