You may have realised that I have been pretty absent on this forum for the last 1.5 months up until a few days ago. The reason for this is that not only did I get insanely unlucky, with my old dogshit iPhone 7 not being able to access the cloudfare servers (which I have managed to replace), but I have been almost perpetually pissed off at my horrible father and his complete incompetence in helping me find a job.
I was so stressed out at this retard that I ended up smashing up a bunch of shit in the house and leaving multiple holes in my bedrooms walls. This resulted in him asking me for a shit-ton of money which was so unrealistic to obtain that he thankfully lowered the amount, but is still a heavy fee. This motherfucker is literally threatening, or at least strongly hinting about kicking me out if I don’t get the money to repair and replace the damage I did.
This immense stress has led me to fully disregarding my hygiene. Now my hygiene has always been bad, but over the past few months it has degraded so drastically that I haven’t even bothered to shower in about 5 or 6 weeks. Furthermore, my nails are basically like claws now, I smell like a decaying corpse, and the recent heatwave in the uk has certainly not helped the stench. I am 98% sure that my ingrown toenail has gotten infected due to me not showing.
Life is at an all time low, and staying up all night stressing out is not helping at all.
I will try to talk and calm him down so he won’t kick me out. I’m somewhat confident that he won’t actually kick me out, but knowing my luck, he will. I wish this dumbass could see I did all of this bullshit because of his absolute retarded decisions and temper tantrums of him shouting throughout the house, leaving me mentally drained.
I was so stressed out at this retard that I ended up smashing up a bunch of shit in the house and leaving multiple holes in my bedrooms walls. This resulted in him asking me for a shit-ton of money which was so unrealistic to obtain that he thankfully lowered the amount, but is still a heavy fee. This motherfucker is literally threatening, or at least strongly hinting about kicking me out if I don’t get the money to repair and replace the damage I did.
This immense stress has led me to fully disregarding my hygiene. Now my hygiene has always been bad, but over the past few months it has degraded so drastically that I haven’t even bothered to shower in about 5 or 6 weeks. Furthermore, my nails are basically like claws now, I smell like a decaying corpse, and the recent heatwave in the uk has certainly not helped the stench. I am 98% sure that my ingrown toenail has gotten infected due to me not showing.
Life is at an all time low, and staying up all night stressing out is not helping at all.
I will try to talk and calm him down so he won’t kick me out. I’m somewhat confident that he won’t actually kick me out, but knowing my luck, he will. I wish this dumbass could see I did all of this bullshit because of his absolute retarded decisions and temper tantrums of him shouting throughout the house, leaving me mentally drained.
bold move
