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I want to commit suicide with Jill Valentine
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I went for a walk just now at 2:00AM, I mostly just sprinted across the street a few times and other dumb pointless autistic shit. Anyway as I walked back into my apartment complex I noticed a white jeep/hummer looking car that was near my path sitting there.
As soon as I walked out of sight it turned its engine on, just as I got off the parking lot road It caught up with me. Anyway the car turned around and caught up with me again, this time there was a fence separating us. I took another route and zigged zagged around and shit.
Eventually I lost them, but I don’t know what that was about. Uncover cops that thought I was suspicious? Drug dealers thinking I was a rival dealer? Idk but honestly am so numb that I not really scared that much. Like am not completely unafraid but I just feel so numb it’s like whatever.
But yeah I’d be scared if whoever it was jumped out and pointed a gun at me or something.
A month ago when that Russian prick attacked me I mostly felt adrenaline, I was still spacing out when it happened.
Yeah Even in a life or death situation I am spacing out…….
As soon as I walked out of sight it turned its engine on, just as I got off the parking lot road It caught up with me. Anyway the car turned around and caught up with me again, this time there was a fence separating us. I took another route and zigged zagged around and shit.
Eventually I lost them, but I don’t know what that was about. Uncover cops that thought I was suspicious? Drug dealers thinking I was a rival dealer? Idk but honestly am so numb that I not really scared that much. Like am not completely unafraid but I just feel so numb it’s like whatever.
But yeah I’d be scared if whoever it was jumped out and pointed a gun at me or something.
A month ago when that Russian prick attacked me I mostly felt adrenaline, I was still spacing out when it happened.
Yeah Even in a life or death situation I am spacing out…….





