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Lebensmüder
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I am currently only studymaxxing and apart from that I have no jobs anymore. And it is more than enough to completely task me for the entire day and even on the weekend. When I am done with that I feel no energy anymore. The only thing I can do then is listening to music/going out for a walk/watching documentaries until falling asleep.
And then there are these people who have jobs, study, are politically active, do sports, have GFs/friends, hobbies (like dancing/playing music instruments) and who also learn stuff like new languages/programming/etc. in their spare time. How do they do it with time being such a limited thing? How do people have the energy for everything they do? It's not like I could cope by saying that they are a jack of all trades and a master of none. They unironically can manage to fit it all in without lowering their sides, they are both privately and professionally successful. Why are they so relentless? Why aren't they tired?
Even if I had a GF/friends/etc. it wouldn't be a completely magical dynamo for me, I would still have the need to lay down and do nothing sometimes (like lying in my bed/listening to music), I would still have the desire to rest and the desire to just do nothing and let everything happen around me without talking to others or doing anything without a single thought/concern for myself or others; I like to let it all go for once and lose myself in my head or in the nothingness. I unironically don't get how people feel the constant need for self-improvement/action; today you are seen as the aberrant one when you just want to do nothing and rest/relax in your spare time.
And then there are these people who have jobs, study, are politically active, do sports, have GFs/friends, hobbies (like dancing/playing music instruments) and who also learn stuff like new languages/programming/etc. in their spare time. How do they do it with time being such a limited thing? How do people have the energy for everything they do? It's not like I could cope by saying that they are a jack of all trades and a master of none. They unironically can manage to fit it all in without lowering their sides, they are both privately and professionally successful. Why are they so relentless? Why aren't they tired?
Even if I had a GF/friends/etc. it wouldn't be a completely magical dynamo for me, I would still have the need to lay down and do nothing sometimes (like lying in my bed/listening to music), I would still have the desire to rest and the desire to just do nothing and let everything happen around me without talking to others or doing anything without a single thought/concern for myself or others; I like to let it all go for once and lose myself in my head or in the nothingness. I unironically don't get how people feel the constant need for self-improvement/action; today you are seen as the aberrant one when you just want to do nothing and rest/relax in your spare time.