Life is feeling numb at the best moments and torturous at the worst moments. Every morning I don’t wanna wake up. I don’t want to do this anymore, it’s painful.
I have nothing and I never will have anything. I always have this sense of hope that it will get better but as my life has continued I’ve realised that is false . Reality is that this world is suffering and always will be suffering.
life only gets worse and not in a good way. If I had stress in my childhood then my phenotype would have expressed itself in a positive way. But instead I spent all my time in my room jerking off. I wish someone told me when I was a teen to do ANYTHING to higher my testosterone, I had mogger potential.
I have nothing and I never will have anything. I always have this sense of hope that it will get better but as my life has continued I’ve realised that is false . Reality is that this world is suffering and always will be suffering.
life only gets worse and not in a good way. If I had stress in my childhood then my phenotype would have expressed itself in a positive way. But instead I spent all my time in my room jerking off. I wish someone told me when I was a teen to do ANYTHING to higher my testosterone, I had mogger potential.
