Venting ITS NOT YOUR FAULT, BUT YOU ARE SUFFERING FROM IT

[DISASTER]

After a lifetime of suffering, i have realised its not my FUCKING fault, but still i cant bring myself to peace with it, all this shit, not even touching a girl my whole life, that is insane, health problems that are genetic, living in the turd world....
I wish it was my fault to kill myself peacefully, but i cant even do that. I HAVE NEVER DONE ANYTHING WRONG IN MY LIFE
FUCK THIS SHIT LIFE
How the fuck do you even cope with this shit ? How do you cope with knowing ITS OVER ?

 

[tired as fuck]

you'll never be able to cope with it I'm afraid. No magic word will cancel the deep-rooted awareness.

 

[DISASTER]

you'll never be able to cope with it I'm afraid. No magic word will cancel the deep-rooted awareness.

 

[tired as fuck]

some periods are more tolerable, some are hellish. But you just gotta have to go through em i guess. Why? dunno. There's no reason to live. I guess I'm too scared of suicide, of the unknown that comes after. No amount of logic can cancel that. Lately, I've been feeling extremely shit due to the fact I am fundamentally unlike normies and undesirable. Living in the worst timeline imaginable. At least music is still working for cope.

 

[DISASTER]

some periods are more tolerable, some are hellish. But you just gotta have to go through em i guess. Why? dunno. There's no reason to live. I guess I'm too scared of suicide, of the unknown that comes after. No amount of logic can cancel that. Lately, I've been feeling extremely shit due to the fact I am fundamentally unlike normies and undesirable. Living in the worst timeline imaginable. At least music is still working for cope.

Just suffering for no apperent reason, i also cope with music to keep myself from thinking

 

[tired as fuck]

Just suffering for no apperent reason, i also cope with music to keep myself from thinking

what do you listen to mang?

 

[DISASTER]

Living in the worst timeline imaginable..

 

[DISASTER]

what do you listen to mang?

Anything, i listen to rap alot

 

[tired as fuck]

Anything, i listen to rap alot

I used to listen to it too, till like 3-4 yrs ago. Now I just listen to japanese metal and punk rock.

 

[DISASTER]

I used to listen to it too, till like 3-4 yrs ago. Now I just listen to japanese metal and punk rock.

Good stuff

 

[Halfpassedover]

90% of the problems and bad events in my life were not my fault. The ones now still aren't. I can acknowledge I've made some dumb decisions, but that doesn't change the fact that my luck is ass and people on average treat me worse than others for unfair reasons. I will never let NPCs gaslight me into thinking most of my Ls were controllable. Fucking delusional faggots.

 

[PLS HALP ME]

I can't cope, man, I'm suffering mentally.

 

[DISASTER]

90% of the problems and bad events in my life were not my fault. The ones now still aren't. I can acknowledge I've made some dumb decisions, but that doesn't change the fact that my luck is ass and people on average treat me worse than others for unfair reasons. I will never let NPCs gaslight me into thinking most of my Ls were controllable. Fucking delusional faggots.

A really hard pill to swollow, not your faults but you are the most affected by them

 

[DISASTER]

I can't cope, man, I'm suffering mentally.

We have no choice

 

[PLS HALP ME]

Yes, I have to end it once and for all by pulling the rope quickly or breaking the bones in my head against the wall.

 

[darweesh]

Make your future less painful: stop feeling sorry for yourself. Either hold yourself accountable, or stop taking life seriously

 

[DISASTER]

Yes, I have to end it once and for all by pulling the rope quickly or breaking the bones in my head against the wall.

me too

 

[DISASTER]

Make your future less by stop feeling sorry for yourself. Either hold yourself accountable, or stop taking life seriously

Stop taking life seriously is good advice, but love and affection cant be replaceable

 

[darweesh]

How to tame your ego to suffer less as a subhuman

- Never eat tasty food, your mouth and throat are pleasure organs and feed into your ego, forget about "eating food" altogether and only ingest necessary nutrients, eat a completely bland tasteless diet with no salt, sweet, oil, cream, spice, sauce, blah blah, completely suppress all goyslop...

incels.is

 

[DISASTER]

How to tame your ego to suffer less as a subhuman

- Never eat tasty food, your mouth and throat are pleasure organs and feed into your ego, forget about "eating food" altogether and only ingest necessary nutrients, eat a completely bland tasteless diet with no salt, sweet, oil, cream, spice, sauce, blah blah, completely suppress all goyslop...

incels.is

This is bs, just adds to your suffering.

 

[hirohitomaxxing]

I used to listen to it too, till like 3-4 yrs ago. Now I just listen to japanese metal and punk rock.

can you recommend some song please ?

 

[GigaL0ser]

Somehow I can’t accept the fact that I’m suffering even tho I didn’t do anything bad in my life.
It would have been much easier to cope if I had been a bad person before, I would then accept the consequences of my actions.

 

[tired as fuck]

can you recommend some song please ?

Unlucky Morpheus, Foreground Eclipse, Imperial Circus Dead Decadence, Shinigiwa Satellite, Undead Corporation, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, ryuu5150, GYZE/RYUJIN, idk IOSYS got some punk rock albums I think.

 

[hirohitomaxxing]

Unlucky Morpheus, Foreground Eclipse, Imperial Circus Dead Decadence, Shinigiwa Satellite, Undead Corporation, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, ryuu5150, GYZE/RYUJIN, idk IOSYS got some punk rock albums I think.

imma listen to this tomorrow thanks bro

 

[DISASTER]

Somehow I can’t accept the fact that I’m suffering even tho I didn’t do anything bad in my life.
It would have been much easier to cope if I had been a bad person before, I would then accept the consequences of my actions.

True asf

 

[Halfpassedover]

A really hard pill to swollow, not your faults but you are the most affected by them

Was never a hard pill to swallow for me. It's why I have a deep resentment for most other humans.

 

[garvs]

I disagree, I think it is my fault. I was born this way and women want the best of the best, it is prevalent among animals as well. Can't blame them for choosing someone better than me.

Please don't make fun of me, but it is what I believe. It is what I feel is right because my entire life no one has wanted me because there was always a better option

 

[TheFinalFrontier]

After a lifetime of suffering, i have realised its not my FUCKING fault, but still i cant bring myself to peace with it, all this shit, not even touching a girl my whole life, that is insane, health problems that are genetic, living in the turd world....
I wish it was my fault to kill myself peacefully, but i cant even do that. I HAVE NEVER DONE ANYTHING WRONG IN MY LIFE
FUCK THIS SHIT LIFE
How the fuck do you even cope with this shit ? How do you cope with knowing

Most of who you are was decided by your genetics and your economic,racial and political circumstances. Most of what you are is because of things that existed before you. The blackpill.

 

[DISASTER]

I disagree, I think it is my fault. I was born this way and women want the best of the best, it is prevalent among animals as well. Can't blame them for choosing someone better than me.

Please don't make fun of me, but it is what I believe. It is what I feel is right because my entire life no one has wanted me because there was always a better option

Its always a GrAYNIGGER, go back to reddit, ooooh wumen are angels, they treat us like shit but its our fault, how is it your fault if you cant controle it ?

 

[DISASTER]

Most of who you are was decided by your genetics and your economic,racial and political circumstances. Most of what you are is because of things that existed before you. The blackpill.

 

[Rick prime]

 

[DISASTER]

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No to avi posting.

 

[Rick prime]

No to avi posting.

 

[DISASTER]

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