Deleted member 34959
Pain.
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- Joined
- May 31, 2021
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My biggest problem with this place in the couple of months I've been here is the blatant hypocrisy. People always shit on other incels and other races and say "This girl is ugly haha 0/10" and seem to forget that WE ARE INCELS as long as she has a nice personality who cares if the looks aren't all there? I know for a fact that 90% of the people here aren't incels at all because if they were they would be a lot more humble since they would understand their situation. And here I am typing up this post which I know probably nobody will read.
All in all I am also thankful towards you guys. I'm fifteen and kinda at my peak right now. I've been going to the gym working on my social anxiety all while keeping the blackpill in my head at all times. I've learned things from here that these "Love guru's and "Social Experts!" would never say and once again for that I'm thankful. I won't say that I'm 100% better I still do have pretty bad social anxiety and my confidence is in the gutter completely but I like to think that it is getting better.
And thank you to all the people here who have supported me and actually gave me solid advice to better myself. I think that in the end what I wanted was not to be an "incel" per se but to be in a community which is what a lot of people here want. I won't be coming back no matter how hard it gets and no matter how much I suffer. I've started being able to come out of my shell little by little and making friends maybe one day if I ever get a loving wife or a nice girlfriend that I want to stay with then I will make sure to never forget what you guys have taught me after all this time. I will never forget you guys and the fun chats as well as the not so fun chats that we've had as well.
Epilogue: So I don't want to make this too long all I want to say is that it's not too late for all of you. For me my self confidence was so abyssmal that I thought I was ten times worse than I really was. I'm still by no means perfect but after I talked with someone that explained it to me I finally understood that I deserve to be happy and that I deserve to have friends and that I have a place on this earth. And so that brings us to the end.
No more running away.
No more lying to myself.
No more excuses.
Thank you everyone.
All in all I am also thankful towards you guys. I'm fifteen and kinda at my peak right now. I've been going to the gym working on my social anxiety all while keeping the blackpill in my head at all times. I've learned things from here that these "Love guru's and "Social Experts!" would never say and once again for that I'm thankful. I won't say that I'm 100% better I still do have pretty bad social anxiety and my confidence is in the gutter completely but I like to think that it is getting better.
And thank you to all the people here who have supported me and actually gave me solid advice to better myself. I think that in the end what I wanted was not to be an "incel" per se but to be in a community which is what a lot of people here want. I won't be coming back no matter how hard it gets and no matter how much I suffer. I've started being able to come out of my shell little by little and making friends maybe one day if I ever get a loving wife or a nice girlfriend that I want to stay with then I will make sure to never forget what you guys have taught me after all this time. I will never forget you guys and the fun chats as well as the not so fun chats that we've had as well.
Epilogue: So I don't want to make this too long all I want to say is that it's not too late for all of you. For me my self confidence was so abyssmal that I thought I was ten times worse than I really was. I'm still by no means perfect but after I talked with someone that explained it to me I finally understood that I deserve to be happy and that I deserve to have friends and that I have a place on this earth. And so that brings us to the end.
No more running away.
No more lying to myself.
No more excuses.
Thank you everyone.