I had really shamefull,sad and traumatic experiences in my childhood,some of this experiences can be confirm by my parents and others not.The fact that bad experiences that i remember so vividly can only be recall by me make me think that i am reallly mentally deranged,also i have weird visual and auditive(this type is more recent) allucinations every two years,not in a consistency that make me think of schizophrenia.
