inceloser
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im never gonna get a gf, wife, or have a child (id never want a child anyways). and ill never be rich like the elite jews, never own a fancy car, never be able to afford much.
the job im going for allows me to make 30k usd in 3 months and my plan is to just go to thailand with that money and fuck hookers and live in a cheap bungalo on the beach for 9 months and then repeat.
i cant physically work for a long period of time so this is the only way ill ever be successfully able to work without giving up. i need long periods of breaks otherwise i feel like roping.
even now im redoing my final year of highschool and its only been 2 months and i already have thoughts of cutting my veins or slitting my wrists and overdosing on the floor of my bathroom. i have to just endure 4 more years of school and mental torture from society then i can "be happy" which in reality "be happy" means "just cope harder bro, be more delusional bro."
4 more years and my ricecel happa ass can go escort max in romania or some bullshit. im only attracted to white women or mixed sluts with really blue eyes. id be willing to fuck an a10 whore if it cost me my life savings tbh.
i tell myself that yeah ill never be chad, ill never be super rich, ill never be the hot big dick guy girls lust over. i will have to try very hard in this life to get the smallest reward that normal people get by just existing.
im trying to teach myself to stop caring about anyone and stop falling for women (if you have any tips let me know)
everyone ive ever cared for or trusted has betrayed me in the worst way possible. and every woman has rejected me in the worst way possible. i wish i could stop caring about all of them and live the rest of my days fucking hookers and living on the beach doing drugs.
the job im going for allows me to make 30k usd in 3 months and my plan is to just go to thailand with that money and fuck hookers and live in a cheap bungalo on the beach for 9 months and then repeat.
i cant physically work for a long period of time so this is the only way ill ever be successfully able to work without giving up. i need long periods of breaks otherwise i feel like roping.
even now im redoing my final year of highschool and its only been 2 months and i already have thoughts of cutting my veins or slitting my wrists and overdosing on the floor of my bathroom. i have to just endure 4 more years of school and mental torture from society then i can "be happy" which in reality "be happy" means "just cope harder bro, be more delusional bro."
4 more years and my ricecel happa ass can go escort max in romania or some bullshit. im only attracted to white women or mixed sluts with really blue eyes. id be willing to fuck an a10 whore if it cost me my life savings tbh.
i tell myself that yeah ill never be chad, ill never be super rich, ill never be the hot big dick guy girls lust over. i will have to try very hard in this life to get the smallest reward that normal people get by just existing.
im trying to teach myself to stop caring about anyone and stop falling for women (if you have any tips let me know)
everyone ive ever cared for or trusted has betrayed me in the worst way possible. and every woman has rejected me in the worst way possible. i wish i could stop caring about all of them and live the rest of my days fucking hookers and living on the beach doing drugs.