SuicideFuel I started eating shitty food and drinking again

[wasted12years]

And by shitty food i mean chocolate. I got severely depressed due to my new job so i had to start eating chocolate on the weekends again. I also started drinking vodka again. I've abstained from both during 7 months and been on a strict diet feeling good, but the diet didn't help when i got my new job which i hate so now i eat shitty food and started drinking. I got a stomach ache after eating like 300g chocolate but it tasted really good. It was also nice getting drunk, i hate the taste of alcohol generally but like getting drunk. Hopefully i'll lose my job soon so i can start eating healthy again.

 

[SerCel]

i hate the taste of alcohol generally but like getting drunk.

I can't picture anyone actually enjoying the taste of vodka.

 

[Izayacel]

Thats good , keep linguering and Falling Into despair , hate , and anguish