I so fucking wish I was white.

[MuttAbortion]

I couldn't keep from comparing myself to the people I was with in highschool and college.

I did well at school, but fucking ruined my life when I failed med studies. Being an underdevelopped kid among adults was the most soul-sucking, life-draining experience I've ever had. I worked hard, but for the life of me couldn't connect with handsome, white, well-developped kids. 
17-18 were my hardest years, and as a result I went full hermit mode when i failed uni. This also was the same time I discovered 'puahate', lmao.

For gods sake I was only 5'10 and 100lbs in my first year of uni.

Holy fucking godly redpill mates. Being a mutt among high class French aristocrats just makes you realize life is nothing but genetic baggage, cultural heritage, background and uprising. 

Worst thing is my father is a self-made man, and had to fuck it all up by impregnating my west-indies mother. It's hard to not jump into a river sometimes, when I think about all the missed opportunities, connections and experiences due to my subpar looks. 


You're made before age 10, I swear.

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Don't fucking racemix, seriously. Just don't.

Even if at one point you think 'this might be a good idea', just fucking bash your head on the corner of a wall.

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[dr-problematic]

whats ur current situation? r u french?

https://incels.is/Thread-SuicideFuel-3-factors-that-make-ur-life-genes-parents-society

 

[Total Imbecile]

5' 10'' 100 lbs? Wtf are you serious?

 

[Solitarian_Walker]

 

[MuttAbortion]

whats ur current situation? r u french?

https://incels.is/Thread-SuicideFuel-3-factors-that-make-ur-life-genes-parents-society

French living in the outskirts of Paris, yes.

That thread is right by the way.

5' 10'' 100 lbs? Wtf are you serious?

Yeah, I was anorexic as shit. I just didn't like to eat and didn't do any sports.

 

[GunnaSecure]

5' 10'' 100 lbs? Wtf are you serious?

5'10s pretty average in the US. But 100 pounds is where you either need to start eating more or hit the gym for atleast a year.

 

[Total Imbecile]

5'10s pretty average in the US. But 100 pounds is where you either need to start eating more or hit the gym for atleast a year.

Yeah the 100 lbs figure is what I was shocked about, at that height 100 lbs makes you extremelly underweight.

 

[MuttAbortion]

Yeah the 100 lbs figure is what I was shocked about, at that height 100 lbs makes you extremelly underweight.

Truth is I still am at 120lbs.

 

[dr-problematic]

French living in the outskirts of Paris, yes.

That thread is right by the way.

yea, most definitely it is, nice to see fellow older brother. 24 here, had similar life path to urs. u r doin anythin professionally as of late?

did u smash accutane btw

 

[Total Imbecile]

Truth is I still am at 120lbs.

Im right there with you, slightly taller and heavier but still borderline anorexic. I have no idea how to gain weight. I lol at people when they tell me theyre struggling to lose weight.

 

[MuttAbortion]

yea, most definitely it is, nice to see fellow older brother. 24 here, had similar life path to urs. u r doin anythin professionally as of late?

did u smash accutane btw

I fucking blasted vitamin A. I had horrendous acne at the same time, I seriousy was cursed during that time. The vit. A did work very well thankfully.

I'm pursuing a nursing degree but boy is it fucking garbage, I'm probably gonna quit this year.

 

[dr-problematic]

I fucking blasted vitamin A. I had horrendous acne at the same time, I seriousy was cursed during that time. The vit. A did work very well thankfully.

I'm pursuing a nursing degree but boy is it fucking garbage, I'm probably gonna quit this year.

by vitamin A u mean accutane or basic simple vitamin A

 

[_incelinside]

Race mixing isn't the issue case and point. 

Its more shitty genetic recombination.

 

[MuttAbortion]

by vitamin A u mean accutane or basic simple vitamin A

NOW Foods, 25.000IU caps. I did two full weeks taking two a day, then one every week.

 

[dr-problematic]

NOW Foods, 25.000IU caps. I did two full weeks taking two a day, then one every week.

for how long? that shit seems to have cleared u up, ur derm didnt suggest u gettin onto accutane?

 

[MuttAbortion]

for how long? that shit seems to have cleared u up, ur derm didnt suggest u gettin onto accutane?

Never saw a derm, too expensive.

I stopped vit. A after like 6 months.

I recently started taking some now and then though.

 

[Deleted member 2119]

I am white and my life is still an utter failure

 

[dr-problematic]

Never saw a derm, too expensive.

I stopped vit. A after like 6 months.

I recently started taking some now and then though.

pm any before / after pics of ur acne if uve got any. im contemplatin goin onto accutane lately, but that shit is kinda fucked so not sure, would be great to find alternative option.

 

[MuttAbortion]

pm any before / after pics of ur acne if uve got any. im contemplatin goin onto accutane lately, but that shit is kinda fucked so not sure, would be great to find alternative option.

Wish I could, but unfortunately I don't have any before pics. I still have smal icepick scars though.

I'm pretty sure Accutane is a super potent form of Vitamin A though, so it's kind of the same thing as blasting vitamin A and forcing your skin to shed and regenerate.

 

[Götterdämmerung]

I can relate to some extent, as my mother is partially Saami and because of that I have ugly Mongoloid traits such as a flat nose and semi-tilted eyes although my skin is still white. These traits have contributed to my self-hatred immensely.

 

[Sub8Hate]

Don't cuck yourself by wishing to be another race. Is that you in your avatar? If so have you tried a glam / David bowie type look? I think you could pull it off.

 

[MuttAbortion]

Don't cuck yourself by wishing to be another race. Is that you in your avatar? If so have you tried a glam / David bowie type look? I think you could pull it off.

I haven't tried anything, I'm bum-tier regarding fashion, hairstyle, etc.

 

[JovanD]

Yeah, I was anorexic as shit. I just didn't like to eat and didn't do any sports.

God damn, a top-grade twink *.*

 

[Götterdämmerung]

Race mixing isn't the issue case and point. 

Its more shitty genetic recombination.

1% of race mixed people look like that (although Jeremy Meeks is mostly white).

 

[MuttAbortion]

1% of race mixed people look like that (although Jeremy Meeks is mostly white).

I'm probably whither than him but he was lucky as fuck to have blue eyes.

 

[uninstall]

Im right there with you, slightly taller and heavier but still borderline anorexic. I have no idea how to gain weight. I lol at people when they tell me theyre struggling to lose weight.

2 pizzas + 1 burger + 1 fries + 4 waffles + 5 eggs

every day

 

[Octopusgun2]

Why haven’t you tried looksmaxing? Get upperlid fillers to fix your subhuman upper eyelid, it’s non-surgical and isn’t risky.

 

[Incel_Dikshit]

Well you atleast not fully dissapointed about youre looks.
Youre pp says it all: heyy look at me im a 5/10 normie i have a normal face and i will use it as my profilepicute to shoow you that im not so ugly ass yall.

 

[Kointo1]

Is that you in your avatar?

 

[MuttAbortion]

Well you atleast not fully dissapointed about youre looks.
Youre pp says it all: heyy look at me im a 5/10 normie i have a normal face and i will use it as my profilepicute to shoow you that im not so ugly ass yall.

The only reason i post my pic is because other members do so and it adds credibility to my posts

 

[Total Imbecile]

2 pizzas + 1 burger + 1 fries + 4 waffles + 5 eggs

every day

I know that I have to eat more, the issue is that halfway though any meal Im full and trying to push anything else down my throat will make me throw up everything and then Im back at square one.

 

[bkdreamkb]

That seems like hell bro.
And for what I've saw from french girls, they are the most hypergamic girls in the west.

 

[MuttAbortion]

That seems like hell bro.
And for what I've saw from french girls, they are the most hypergamic girls in the west.

Trust me they are lmao.

 

[FeminismsCancer]

Trust me they are lmao.

Wesh t'es Français?

 

[MuttAbortion]

Wesh t'es Français?

Oui, je dois pas être le seul sur PSL.

 

[MuttAbortion]

Wesh t'es Français?

Oui.

 

[Octopusgun2]

Wesh t'es Français?

Oui.

Sub5 hommes n’ont aucune chance. On doit juste LDAR, c’est fini buddy boyo.

 

[MuttAbortion]

Sub5 hommes n’ont aucune chance. On doit juste LDAR, c’est fini buddy boyo.

Hah, lmao.