SuicideFuel it's official i lost my fucking mind

[LonelyATM]

I think i am officially losing my mind, too much time without talking to anyone i guess my brain is starting to get fucking sociopathic.
Just had a dream where i was a fucking serial killer hunting down pretty women and killing their chads but not killing them instead i just threw acid on their faces and made them look disfigured.
i felt so fucking happy, shouting like a madman THERE! NOW YOU ARE GONNA FEEL HOW I FEEL EVERY SINGLE DAY UNTIL YOU DIE! I WANNA SEE YOUR BOYFRIEND BREAK UP WITH YOU! I WANT YOU TO SEE EVERYONE YOU ARE ATTRACTED TO LOOK AWAY FROM YOU IN DISGUST! I WANNA SEE YOUR FRIENDS MOCK YOU BEHIND YOUR BACK! I WANT YOU TO FAIL AT JOB INTERVIEWS BECAUSE OF YOUR FACE! I WANT CHILDREN TO POINT AT YOU! I WANT YOU TO LOOK AT YOUR NORMAL FRIENDS AND BE JEALOUS EVERYDAY! I WANT YOU TO BE ME!

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after this insane dream i woke up so happy, and when i realized it was a dream i fucking broke down crying, what is happening to me? i was never violent, never vengeful, i am losing my mind slowly and i can't even get help.

 

[NEB.feelsdevil]

You need to find better copes to keep the insanity under control

 

[Grodd]

 

[KinkyKanga]

FUCK an escort.

 

[light]

 

[SCAT PACK]

ok?

 

[whenitsoveritsover]

read the bible or something chill dude u gotta chill

 

[Todd Thundercock]

I was like this 8 years ago.

I would still be like this if I wasn't given autismbux in exchange for not going ER.

 

[LonelyATM]

i think it is the factorymaxxing working 10 hour shifts to come home to an empty house every single day is destroying my mind.

 

[Emba]

Hey bro, I found you're mind under the table in the lunch room. I gave it to the floor manager to give it you tomorrow.

 

[Todd Thundercock]

i think it is the factorymaxxing working 10 hour shifts to come home to an empty house every single day is destroying my mind.

That was my reason for going crazy also

Sorry man, I know it sucks

 

[LifeMaxxer]

Sorry man, I know it sucks

 

[LifeMaxxer]

I was alone during my gap year and I still remember the deep feeling of darkness in my head vividly. It is traumatizing and despair is what I would feel for weeks on end. Sorry and I hope you find a way out of this nightmare