I remember when I was 17 and I really didn't want to turn 18, now I'm 29 and don't want to turn 30

[The Wolf]

I really didn't want to be an "adult", with no gf, no friends, short, behind in everything, turning 18 was a disaster, I even sometimes lied about my age. Absolutely nothing changed since then.

My desire for a gf got even stronger ever since I was around 22, but at the same time, hope as declined sharply every year, and it's now worse than ever (even if I was always coping). I never worked out, not even at home, which I deeply regret.

Turning 30 will be so fucking brutal with me. All the important years and milestones (of my late teens and 20s) missed.
Among other things, this is one thing that gives me sleepless nights.

 

[NIGGA BANBAN]

I barely sleep in general. The fact that I'll be in 20's in about few years is harrowing. And ever worse it that I probably won't even realize it until it's too late. I'm laying right now in the bed, smiling knowing I'm young, only to lose it all.

 

[CRASH THE CUCK]

I barely sleep in general. The fact that I'll be in 20's in about few years is harrowing. And ever worse it that I probably won't even realize it until it's too late. I'm laying right now in the bed, smiling knowing I'm young, only to lose it all.

kids.is

 

[The Wolf]

kids.is

I could cope much better if I were 20–27 even if the cope is fake.

 

[NIGGA BANBAN]

I could cope much better if I were 20–27 even if the cope is fake.

I'll be 20 in a year. I've wasted all of my teenage hood playing video games and eating junk food. Not like it's gonna change into my early 20's.

 

[Macaca nigra]

kids.is

 

[The Wolf]

I'll be 20 in a year. I've wasted all of my teenage hood playing video games and eating junk food. Not like it's gonna change into my early 20's.

Maybe but I'm saying I could cope much better. Now I'm 29 and there's much less hope left. Even if the hope is small it's still bigger in your early - mid 20s compared to late 20s.

 

[CRASH THE CUCK]

I'll be 20 in a year. I've wasted all of my teenage hood playing video games and eating junk food. Not like it's gonna change into my early 20's.

get fit and invest in bitcoin

 

[The Wolf]

@Macaca nigra you're younger than me man, I could cope better at your age

 

[NIGGA BANBAN]

Maybe but I'm saying I could cope much better. Now I'm 29 and there's much less hope left. Even if the hope is small it's still bigger in your early - mid 20s compared to late 20s.

What's scary is that as you age, your parents will age as well and there will come time when they will go too. That's for me one of the worst parts. You don't even know if they'll be there in 5 years, let alone 10.

 

[The Wolf]

What's scary is that as you age, your parents will age as well and there will come time when they will go too. That's for me one of the worst parts. You don't even know if they'll be there in 5 years, let alone 10.

yes that too of course. IRL, I have nobody but my mom.

 

[Giracel]

I didn't want to be an "adult", with no gf, short, behind in everything. Absolutely nothing changed since then.
Turning 30 will be so fucking brutal with me. All the important years and milestones (of my late teens and 20s) missed.
Among other things, this is one thing that gives me sleepless nights.

Honestly I don't know how you still have such a pleasant demeanor at this stage… I'm ~7 years below you and already way angrier at the world. Today it struck me that I really am on the cusp of graduating college with no gf and I can't accept it.

 

[autisticandugly]

i thought i was going to get married when i was 19 (arranged), how time flies.

 

[Qech__]

I didn't want to be an "adult", with no gf, short, behind in everything. Absolutely nothing changed since then.
Turning 30 will be so fucking brutal with me. All the important years and milestones (of my late teens and 20s) missed.
Among other things, this is one thing that gives me sleepless nights.

fuck man, I'm turning 20 this year. my teens will be over and I will be fully an adult
what do I have to show for my teens? I never did dumb shit, made friends, or kissed a girl. all I did was cry myself to sleep on so many nights because I had nobody

 

[zd60]

i really hope to die before i reach 30 sadly its approaching too fast

 

[andrej]

I'm so sorry man

 

[SewerGoat]

Sad Wolfie. Ich steuer selbst auf die 30 zu, 4 Jahre fehlen da noch für mich. Jedes Jahr weniger Haare, immer schlimmere Kater... Over. Ich sollte Sport treiben - meine damit nicht Gym maxxing ist aber auch vernünftig. Generell Sport, stabiles Einkommen und gesund essen. Das ist so ziemlich alles was man ab diesem Punkt machen kann um seine Umstände zumindest bisschen zu verbessern.

 

[Mr.Breb]

this is one thing that gives me sleepless nights

I feel sorry for you, aging as an incel is brutal. Im 21, I remember when i turned 20, it was a ropefuel experience, reailizing all my teenage was over. Cant imagine being 30

 

[The Wolf]

Honestly I don't know how you still have such a pleasant demeanor at this stage… I'm ~7 years below you and already way angrier at the world. Today it struck me that I really am on the cusp of graduating college with no gf and I can't accept it.

I may seem or sound positive, but I'm not. I'm just tired; physically and mentally. Numb. Dejected. Anti-depressants haven't helped.

 

[The Wolf]

Sad Wolfie. Ich steuer selbst auf die 30 zu, 4 Jahre fehlen da noch für mich. Jedes Jahr weniger Haare, immer schlimmere Kater... Over. Ich sollte Sport treiben - meine damit nicht Gym maxxing ist aber auch vernünftig. Generell Sport, stabiles Einkommen und gesund essen. Das ist so ziemlich alles was man ab diesem Punkt machen kann um seine Umstände zumindest bisschen zu verbessern.

Danke.
Ich bereue, dass ich sehr selten bis nie sport getrieben habe. Ich bin extrem dünn. Es wäre viel einfacher gewesen, wenn ich vor 4 Jahren angefangen hätte, oder sogar vor 1 Jahr. Die Rudermaschine meiner Eltern habe ich nie angefasst. Auch sonst nichts. Das bereue ich. Was mich ein wenig beruhigt, ist dass ich auch damit keine Freundin bekommen hätte. Aber dafür hätte ich nicht die Arme eines 13 Jährigen.

 

[IWWorkER]

I've wasted all of my teenage hood

You're still basically a teenager though

 

[The Wolf]

You're still basically a teenager though