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I "rejected" a girl today, I never felt as bad in my entire life

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I might get banned for this post, but I don't know where to talk about this and honestly I wouldn't say everything I'm talking right here even to my closest friends, because of how pathetic of a 30+ year old incel that I am. I never felt this bad in my entire life. This is a LONG post, but I hope at least one person will read it all.

First of all, I know this will be seen as a bragging or humble bragging thread, dear lord I wish I felt like bragging, I actually feel like a piece of shit and already cried multiple times today.

A few days ago, my sister-in-law invited me to a social gathering, nothing fancy, just talking and eating with the other normies. I would pick her and her friend up and bring them there.

Her friend, let's just call her 'Z', saw something related to a hobby of mine in the back seat and already started conversations, it was funny because she was really engaged into talking and was very talkative in general, a very weird but nice girl, she eventually revealed in the event that she has to take meds to interact with people because her social anxiety is too high, she started to also get drunk which made me worried, my sister-in-law mentioned how Z is actually an huge slut who fucked multiple guys to the point she was expelled from a group because she slept with multiple of them. Keep in mind that even though Z is not ugly (not a Stacy either) she was not really my type, not trying to sound like a Chad taking his pick, maybe my mind is ruined by social media and porn?

When going back home, she (completely drunk and under the effect of the medication) started to straight up hit on me, they even talked jokingly about how I reminded her of her first boyfriend (we even shared the same name) it was weird, it didn't feel like I was a Chad at all, in fact it felt terrible for some reason, but at firs I thought it was just silly and after coming back home she REALLY wanted to spend time with me dancing for some reason, but I just went straight to bed.

The next day, I woke up with a message that was left here by her, basically saying that she was sorry if she scared me and that I was one of the nicest, that I was "incredible". That made me feel awful, because I was not scared at all, just sleepy, I even asked my parents if she was gone for good because I wanted to at least talk to her again.

Keep in mind I was not (and still not) attracted to her, at least physically. Mostly because of some physical characteristics, maybe I care about the whole "fucked a lot of other dudes" as well but I am not sure considering how bottom-of-the-barrel I feel right now. But anyway... the next day she was here again, but my sister-in-law had to solve some family businesses and Z would be here all day long, only the two of us. The sister-in-law basically pushed me to talk to her so I just told she could "watch me play games in my room" (yeah I am a nerd, sue me)

Z came to my room a few moments later, she was laughing out loud about the message she left me, and told me she made tons of noise trying to put it here, she is kind of a geek so it was easy to talk to her, I was just seeing silly shit online, playing a game here and there, and talking... just talking... hours and hours of talking. We only stopped when it was very late at night and I told her I was going to bed, she quickly left my room, it was so nice talking to her.

The next day I came back from work in the evening, Z and another friend from the sister-in-law met me and I showed some parts of the house, it was kind of fun, honestly. My parents came and they started talking, I came to my room, after my parents left, she came once again to my room, even making fun of herself for "bothering" me again. I just told her it was OK and we talked again... and talked, and talked... about all sorts of nerdy shit, sometimes she would mention the guy she is dating, something I didn't even care because I didn't really want to date her.

Then the next day came, and while I was at work, she sent me a photo of the plane she was traveling at, and it came to me that she was gone, probably for many years before I saw her again. But I was not sad until I came back home... my parents weren't here anymore, such a silent house, not a single noise, not a single laughter, conversation, god damn I missed her so much, it was so weird, it's like even though I didn't want to have sex with her, or kiss her, or anything like that... but I wanted her to be here so badly, that is when the sadness began. I felt really bad, but it got worse in the next days. The most soul-crushing part was coming to my room and seeing another letter from her, also praising me for being such a great guy, even with silly drawings and shit, I praised her back by texting while feeling like shit.

She kept sending me messages, memes, updates on her travel, this sort of thing. I was already really depressed over all this, kept responding in a very friendly manner. But nothing would get me ready to what happened today. I dreamed about her, I don't remember the details, but I woke up in the middle of the night dreaming about her, I went to my phone looking for her text like a drug addict going for their fix, and while going to work, I felt so bad about the whole situation that I almost cried, but I managed to keep it cool and work normally. Then when it was time to go back home, all my sadness came back, just as strong as ever.

About lunch time, she stopped texting me completely. I thought that maybe she just gave up, and it was painful, it would be just another rejection even though I didn't hit on her. I was crying in my car, in traffic. When I came back home, I saw a notification and immediately looked it up, it was my sister-in-law straight up telling me Z wanted to know if I wanted to kiss her.

I felt like crying, I took my time and just told her that I don't want to be with anyone right now, she asked me what was going on but I ignored the messages. I went to the bathroom, I cried, and cried again. I think I could cry again at any moment. I don't know why or how, but this feels worse than any rejection I ever faced, even though I was rejected by girls I had an huge crush on, I never cried over it, but right now... holy shit, this feels like shit, I don't know what to do. All I can do right now is hope to feel better in the next weeks or months.

Everything about inceldom came to me, like a fucking bull, destroying me completely. About me being over 30 and never having kissed a girl, about me being rejected by so many girls, about how this one girl was so great to be with, but how I couldn't touch her, didn't want to touch her, I am broken, I cannot recover from 30 years of inceldom, nothing could ever heal me, I already felt jaded and sad already, but this was the final nail in the coffin. Sure, she is a slut, but I liked so much to have companionship, to have someone to talk to me after a hard day at work, holy hell... it's like I had a taste of it... without tasting it at all. I don't know what to do. I hate this so much. 3 days I basically fell in love with her... without wanting her.

I just wanted a girl to talk to, funny how it has to be a girl, but I do.
 
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I might get banned for this post, but I don't know where to talk about this and honestly I wouldn't say everything I'm talking right here even to my closest friends, because of how pathetic of a 30+ year old incel that I am. I never felt this bad in my entire life. This is a LONG post, but I hope at least one person will read it all.

First of all, I know this will be seen as a bragging or humble bragging thread, dear lord I wish I felt like bragging, I actually feel like a piece of shit and already cried multiple times today.

A few days ago, my sister-in-law invited me to a social gathering, nothing fancy, just talking and eating with the other normies. I would pick her and her friend up and bring them there.

Her friend, let's just call her 'Z', saw something related to a hobby of mine in the back seat and already started conversations, it was funny because she was really engaged into talking and was very talkative in general, a very weird but nice girl, she eventually revealed in the event that she has to take meds to interact with people because her social anxiety is too high, she started to also get drunk which made me worried, my sister-in-law mentioned how Z is actually an huge slut who fucked multiple guys to the point she was expelled from a group because she slept with multiple of them. Keep in mind that even though Z is not ugly (not a Stacy either) she was not really my type, not trying to sound like

When going back home, she (completely drunk and under the effect of the medication) started to straight up hit on me, they even talked jokingly about how I reminded her of her first boyfriend (we even shared the same name) it was weird, it didn't feel like I was a Chad at all, in fact it felt terrible for some reason, but at firs I thought it was just silly and after coming back home he REALLY wanted to spend time with me dancing for some reason, but I just went straight to bed.

The next day, I woke up with a message that was left here by her, basically saying that she was sorry if she scared me and that I was one of the nicest, that I was "incredible". That made me feel awful, because I was not scared at all, just sleepy, I even asked my parents if she was gone for good because I wanted to at least talk to her again.

Keep in mind I was not (and still not) attracted to her, at least physically. Mostly because of some physical characteristics, maybe I care about the whole "fucked a lot of other dudes" as well but I am not sure considering how bottom-of-the-barrel I feel right now. But anyway... the next day she was here again, but my sister-in-law had to solve some family businesses and Z would be here all day long, only the two of us. The sister-in-law basically pushed me to talk to her so I just told she could "watch me play games in my room" (yeah I am a nerd, sue me)

Z came to my room a few moments later, she was laughing out loud about the message she left me, and told me she made tons of noise trying to put it here, she is kind of a geek so it was easy to talk to her, I was just seeing silly shit online, playing a game here and there, and talking... just talking... hours and hours of talking. We only stopped when it was very late at night and I told her I was going to bed, she quickly left my room, it was so nice talking to her.

The next day I came back from work in the evening, Z and another friend from the sister-in-law met me and I showed some parts of the house, it was kind of fun, honestly. My parents came and they started talking, I came to my room, after my parents left, she came once again to my room, even making fun of herself for "bothering" me again. I just told her it was OK and we talked again... and talked, and talked... about all sorts of nerdy shit, sometimes she would mention the guy she is dating, something I didn't even care because I didn't really want to date her.

Then the next day came, and while I was at work, she sent me a photo of the plane she was traveling at, and it came to me that she was gone, probably for many years before I saw her again. But I was not sad until I came back home... my parents weren't here anymore, such a silent house, not a single noise, not a single laughter, conversation, god damn I missed her so much, it was so weird, it's like even though I didn't want to have sex with her, or kiss her, or anything like that... but I wanted her to be here so badly, that is when the sadness began. I felt really bad, but it got worse in the next days.

She kept sending me messages, memes, updates on her travel, this sort of thing. I was already really depressed over all this, kept responding in a very friendly manner. But nothing would get me ready to what happened today. I dreamed about her, I don't remember the details, but I woke up in the middle of the night dreaming about her, I went to my phone looking for her text like a drug addict going for their fix, and while going to work, I felt so bad about the whole situation that I almost cried, but I managed to keep it cool and work normally. Then when it was time to go back home, all my sadness came back, just as strong as ever.

About lunch time, she stopped texting me completely. I thought that maybe she just gave up, and it was painful, it would be just another rejection even though I didn't hit on her. When I came back home, I saw a notification and immediately looked it up, it was my sister-in-law straight up telling me Z wanted to know if I wanted to kiss her.

I felt like crying, I took my time and just told her that I don't want to be with anyone right now, she asked me what was going on but I ignored the messages. I went to the bathroom, I cried, and cried again. I think I could cry again at any moment. I don't know why or how, but this feels worse than any rejection I ever faced, even though I was rejected by girls I had an huge crush on, I never cried over it, but right now... holy shit, this feels like shit, I don't know what to do. All I can do right now is hope to feel better in the next weeks or months.

Everything about inceldom came to me, like a fucking bull, destroying me completely. About me being over 30 and never having kissed a girl, about me being rejected by so many girls, about how this one girl was so great to be with, but how I couldn't touch her, didn't want to touch her, I am broken, I cannot recover from 30 years of inceldom, nothing could ever heal me, I felt jaded and sad already, but was the final nail in the coffin. Sure, she is a slut, but I liked so much to have companionship, to have someone to talk to me after a hard day at work, holy hell... it's like I had a taste of it... without tasting it at all. I don't know what to do. I hate this so much. 3 days I basically fell in love with her... without wanting her.

I just wanted a girl to talk to, funny how it has to be a girl, but I do.
NOT READING FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU BURN IN HELL NORMIEEE
 
Used up sluts are no good
 
She just saw you as an orbiter I think.
If she really found you attractive, given that she apparently was a slut, she'd propose you to have sex straightaway.

That story also shows how desperate you are as an incel, and how sad and depressive our lives are.
 
I think you should've fucked her, might not get another chance.
 
Guess you're too non NT
 
I might get banned for this post, but I don't know where to talk about this and honestly I wouldn't say everything I'm talking right here even to my closest friends, because of how pathetic of a 30+ year old incel that I am. I never felt this bad in my entire life. This is a LONG post, but I hope at least one person will read it all.

First of all, I know this will be seen as a bragging or humble bragging thread, dear lord I wish I felt like bragging, I actually feel like a piece of shit and already cried multiple times today.

A few days ago, my sister-in-law invited me to a social gathering, nothing fancy, just talking and eating with the other normies. I would pick her and her friend up and bring them there.

Her friend, let's just call her 'Z', saw something related to a hobby of mine in the back seat and already started conversations, it was funny because she was really engaged into talking and was very talkative in general, a very weird but nice girl, she eventually revealed in the event that she has to take meds to interact with people because her social anxiety is too high, she started to also get drunk which made me worried, my sister-in-law mentioned how Z is actually an huge slut who fucked multiple guys to the point she was expelled from a group because she slept with multiple of them. Keep in mind that even though Z is not ugly (not a Stacy either) she was not really my type, not trying to sound like a Chad taking his pick, maybe my mind is ruined by social media and porn?

When going back home, she (completely drunk and under the effect of the medication) started to straight up hit on me, they even talked jokingly about how I reminded her of her first boyfriend (we even shared the same name) it was weird, it didn't feel like I was a Chad at all, in fact it felt terrible for some reason, but at firs I thought it was just silly and after coming back home she REALLY wanted to spend time with me dancing for some reason, but I just went straight to bed.

The next day, I woke up with a message that was left here by her, basically saying that she was sorry if she scared me and that I was one of the nicest, that I was "incredible". That made me feel awful, because I was not scared at all, just sleepy, I even asked my parents if she was gone for good because I wanted to at least talk to her again.

Keep in mind I was not (and still not) attracted to her, at least physically. Mostly because of some physical characteristics, maybe I care about the whole "fucked a lot of other dudes" as well but I am not sure considering how bottom-of-the-barrel I feel right now. But anyway... the next day she was here again, but my sister-in-law had to solve some family businesses and Z would be here all day long, only the two of us. The sister-in-law basically pushed me to talk to her so I just told she could "watch me play games in my room" (yeah I am a nerd, sue me)

Z came to my room a few moments later, she was laughing out loud about the message she left me, and told me she made tons of noise trying to put it here, she is kind of a geek so it was easy to talk to her, I was just seeing silly shit online, playing a game here and there, and talking... just talking... hours and hours of talking. We only stopped when it was very late at night and I told her I was going to bed, she quickly left my room, it was so nice talking to her.

The next day I came back from work in the evening, Z and another friend from the sister-in-law met me and I showed some parts of the house, it was kind of fun, honestly. My parents came and they started talking, I came to my room, after my parents left, she came once again to my room, even making fun of herself for "bothering" me again. I just told her it was OK and we talked again... and talked, and talked... about all sorts of nerdy shit, sometimes she would mention the guy she is dating, something I didn't even care because I didn't really want to date her.

Then the next day came, and while I was at work, she sent me a photo of the plane she was traveling at, and it came to me that she was gone, probably for many years before I saw her again. But I was not sad until I came back home... my parents weren't here anymore, such a silent house, not a single noise, not a single laughter, conversation, god damn I missed her so much, it was so weird, it's like even though I didn't want to have sex with her, or kiss her, or anything like that... but I wanted her to be here so badly, that is when the sadness began. I felt really bad, but it got worse in the next days.

She kept sending me messages, memes, updates on her travel, this sort of thing. I was already really depressed over all this, kept responding in a very friendly manner. But nothing would get me ready to what happened today. I dreamed about her, I don't remember the details, but I woke up in the middle of the night dreaming about her, I went to my phone looking for her text like a drug addict going for their fix, and while going to work, I felt so bad about the whole situation that I almost cried, but I managed to keep it cool and work normally. Then when it was time to go back home, all my sadness came back, just as strong as ever.

About lunch time, she stopped texting me completely. I thought that maybe she just gave up, and it was painful, it would be just another rejection even though I didn't hit on her. I was crying in my car, in traffic. When I came back home, I saw a notification and immediately looked it up, it was my sister-in-law straight up telling me Z wanted to know if I wanted to kiss her.

I felt like crying, I took my time and just told her that I don't want to be with anyone right now, she asked me what was going on but I ignored the messages. I went to the bathroom, I cried, and cried again. I think I could cry again at any moment. I don't know why or how, but this feels worse than any rejection I ever faced, even though I was rejected by girls I had an huge crush on, I never cried over it, but right now... holy shit, this feels like shit, I don't know what to do. All I can do right now is hope to feel better in the next weeks or months.

Everything about inceldom came to me, like a fucking bull, destroying me completely. About me being over 30 and never having kissed a girl, about me being rejected by so many girls, about how this one girl was so great to be with, but how I couldn't touch her, didn't want to touch her, I am broken, I cannot recover from 30 years of inceldom, nothing could ever heal me, I felt jaded and sad already, but was the final nail in the coffin. Sure, she is a slut, but I liked so much to have companionship, to have someone to talk to me after a hard day at work, holy hell... it's like I had a taste of it... without tasting it at all. I don't know what to do. I hate this so much. 3 days I basically fell in love with her... without wanting her.

I just wanted a girl to talk to, funny how it has to be a girl, but I do.
this thread needs to be pinned

just shows you how disinterested and abnormal your behavior becomes after a decade plus of inceldom

my condolences mate
 
She just saw you as an orbiter I think.
If she really found you attractive, given that she apparently was a slut, she'd propose you to have sex straightaway.

That story also shows how desperate you are as an incel, and how sad and depressive our lives are.
 
Wow you are a schizo
 
One thing I'd like to point out about this story - totally unrelated to OP- is how she is a geek and a nerd AND SHE IS STILL A SLUT. Now, I don't know about you guys, but I've never meet a single geek/nerd that even managed to EVER get attention from a woman, let alone fuck multiple of them from the same friend group.

Just goes to show how fucking privileged these whores are. It literally doesn't matter what they look like, what their interests are, it doesn't even matter if they don't wipe their own ass, it is IMPOSSIBLE for them to be unwillingly deprived of emotional and sexual intimacy.

Fuck this clown world.
 
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Dont be too hard on yourself bro. You are a human who has been deprived of basic needs to the point where you will fall madly in love with any girl who talks to you. The hard part about inceldom really isnt just about the lack of sex but how it fucks you up emotionally. I think its interesting how both you and her are damaged in different ways. She is damaged mentally due to sleeping around while you are damaged mentally due to being an incel.
 
One thing I'd like to point out about this story - totally unrelated to OP- is how she is a geek and a nerd AND SHE IS STILL A SLUT. Now, I don't know about you guys, but I've never meet a single geek/nerd that even managed to EVER get attention from a woman, let alone fuck multiple of them from the same friend group.

Just goes to show how fucking privileged these whores are. It literally doesn't matter what they look like, what their interests are, it doesn't even matter if they don't wipe their own ass, it is IMPOSSIBLE for them to be unwillingly depirved of emotional and sexual intimacy.

Fuck this clown world.
Women are damaged mentally by sleeping around and men are damaged mentally by inceldom. It really highlights the differences between the genders.
 
why settle down for a used up whore that will dump you in the next second anyways....
 
I decided to read it, You're a child in a adults body giga never began.
 
Yes you could have, but you missed your only chance ever
imagine beeing in your 30s and tried your whole teen years and 20s to get lil attention from those whores and then suddenly one day a foid starts interesting you out of nowhere, there is something wrong i would do the same as OP
 
She has bf and wants to kiss you?
 
imagine beeing in your 30s and tried your whole teen years and 20s to get lil attention from those whores and then suddenly one day a foid starts interesting you out of nowhere, there is something wrong i would do the same as OP
I would've fucked the slut
 
Dont be too hard on yourself bro. You are a human who has been deprived of basic needs to the point where you will fall madly in love with any girl who talks to you. The hard part about inceldom really isnt just about the lack of sex but how it fucks you up emotionally. I think its interesting how both you and her are damaged in different ways. She is damaged mentally due to sleeping around while you are damaged mentally due to being an incel.
Thanks for the comment, I really appreciate it.
 
I’d pump and dump
 
dnr. somebody tell me if he's a fakecel or not so i can ignore him
 
why settle down for a used up whore that will dump you in the next second anyways....
This is what my rational brain tells me, while my "emotional" brain is basically hijacking everything and I am barely able to live a normal life.
 
This is what my rational brain tells me, while my "emotional" brain is basically hijacking everything and I am barely able to live a normal life.
In the long run your choice was the best.
 
Sorry if I’m wrong but this whole post screams volcel to me
 
it's like even though I didn't want to have sex with her, or kiss her, or anything like that... but I wanted her to be here so badly, that is when the sadness began. I felt really bad, but it got worse in the next days.
Sounds as though she was your TRUE first friend. Someone who you really connected with. She’s a slut and you’re not physically attracted to her anyway. No point in forcing something.You’d get heartbroken if you pursued a romantic relationship with her based on her history.
I just wanted a girl to talk to, funny how it has to be a girl, but I do
Will you keep in contact with her? Brutal last sentence
 
I might get banned for this post, but I don't know where to talk about this and honestly I wouldn't say everything I'm talking right here even to my closest friends, because of how pathetic of a 30+ year old incel that I am. I never felt this bad in my entire life. This is a LONG post, but I hope at least one person will read it all.

First of all, I know this will be seen as a bragging or humble bragging thread, dear lord I wish I felt like bragging, I actually feel like a piece of shit and already cried multiple times today.

A few days ago, my sister-in-law invited me to a social gathering, nothing fancy, just talking and eating with the other normies. I would pick her and her friend up and bring them there.

Her friend, let's just call her 'Z', saw something related to a hobby of mine in the back seat and already started conversations, it was funny because she was really engaged into talking and was very talkative in general, a very weird but nice girl, she eventually revealed in the event that she has to take meds to interact with people because her social anxiety is too high, she started to also get drunk which made me worried, my sister-in-law mentioned how Z is actually an huge slut who fucked multiple guys to the point she was expelled from a group because she slept with multiple of them. Keep in mind that even though Z is not ugly (not a Stacy either) she was not really my type, not trying to sound like a Chad taking his pick, maybe my mind is ruined by social media and porn?

When going back home, she (completely drunk and under the effect of the medication) started to straight up hit on me, they even talked jokingly about how I reminded her of her first boyfriend (we even shared the same name) it was weird, it didn't feel like I was a Chad at all, in fact it felt terrible for some reason, but at firs I thought it was just silly and after coming back home she REALLY wanted to spend time with me dancing for some reason, but I just went straight to bed.

The next day, I woke up with a message that was left here by her, basically saying that she was sorry if she scared me and that I was one of the nicest, that I was "incredible". That made me feel awful, because I was not scared at all, just sleepy, I even asked my parents if she was gone for good because I wanted to at least talk to her again.

Keep in mind I was not (and still not) attracted to her, at least physically. Mostly because of some physical characteristics, maybe I care about the whole "fucked a lot of other dudes" as well but I am not sure considering how bottom-of-the-barrel I feel right now. But anyway... the next day she was here again, but my sister-in-law had to solve some family businesses and Z would be here all day long, only the two of us. The sister-in-law basically pushed me to talk to her so I just told she could "watch me play games in my room" (yeah I am a nerd, sue me)

Z came to my room a few moments later, she was laughing out loud about the message she left me, and told me she made tons of noise trying to put it here, she is kind of a geek so it was easy to talk to her, I was just seeing silly shit online, playing a game here and there, and talking... just talking... hours and hours of talking. We only stopped when it was very late at night and I told her I was going to bed, she quickly left my room, it was so nice talking to her.

The next day I came back from work in the evening, Z and another friend from the sister-in-law met me and I showed some parts of the house, it was kind of fun, honestly. My parents came and they started talking, I came to my room, after my parents left, she came once again to my room, even making fun of herself for "bothering" me again. I just told her it was OK and we talked again... and talked, and talked... about all sorts of nerdy shit, sometimes she would mention the guy she is dating, something I didn't even care because I didn't really want to date her.

Then the next day came, and while I was at work, she sent me a photo of the plane she was traveling at, and it came to me that she was gone, probably for many years before I saw her again. But I was not sad until I came back home... my parents weren't here anymore, such a silent house, not a single noise, not a single laughter, conversation, god damn I missed her so much, it was so weird, it's like even though I didn't want to have sex with her, or kiss her, or anything like that... but I wanted her to be here so badly, that is when the sadness began. I felt really bad, but it got worse in the next days. The most soul-crushing part was coming to my room and seeing another letter from her, also praising me for being such a great guy, even with silly drawings and shit, I praised her back by texting while feeling like shit.

She kept sending me messages, memes, updates on her travel, this sort of thing. I was already really depressed over all this, kept responding in a very friendly manner. But nothing would get me ready to what happened today. I dreamed about her, I don't remember the details, but I woke up in the middle of the night dreaming about her, I went to my phone looking for her text like a drug addict going for their fix, and while going to work, I felt so bad about the whole situation that I almost cried, but I managed to keep it cool and work normally. Then when it was time to go back home, all my sadness came back, just as strong as ever.

About lunch time, she stopped texting me completely. I thought that maybe she just gave up, and it was painful, it would be just another rejection even though I didn't hit on her. I was crying in my car, in traffic. When I came back home, I saw a notification and immediately looked it up, it was my sister-in-law straight up telling me Z wanted to know if I wanted to kiss her.

I felt like crying, I took my time and just told her that I don't want to be with anyone right now, she asked me what was going on but I ignored the messages. I went to the bathroom, I cried, and cried again. I think I could cry again at any moment. I don't know why or how, but this feels worse than any rejection I ever faced, even though I was rejected by girls I had an huge crush on, I never cried over it, but right now... holy shit, this feels like shit, I don't know what to do. All I can do right now is hope to feel better in the next weeks or months.

Everything about inceldom came to me, like a fucking bull, destroying me completely. About me being over 30 and never having kissed a girl, about me being rejected by so many girls, about how this one girl was so great to be with, but how I couldn't touch her, didn't want to touch her, I am broken, I cannot recover from 30 years of inceldom, nothing could ever heal me, I already felt jaded and sad already, but this was the final nail in the coffin. Sure, she is a slut, but I liked so much to have companionship, to have someone to talk to me after a hard day at work, holy hell... it's like I had a taste of it... without tasting it at all. I don't know what to do. I hate this so much. 3 days I basically fell in love with her... without wanting her.

I just wanted a girl to talk to, funny how it has to be a girl, but I do.
@LeFrenchCel 's post made me read this and now I want to geniunely fucking kill you. That wasn't orbiting. Even so, he could've easily just asked if she wanted a date. THAT WAS HIM. GETTING A GIRL HE CLICKED IT ON A PLATTER, CRYING SHE GAVE HIM ATTENTION, REJECTING HER AND MAKING HIMSELF LIKE A VICTIM

KILL YOURSELF NOOOOW @Fat Link BAN NOW BAN NOOW
 
Sounds as though she was your TRUE first friend. Someone who you really connected with. She’s a slut and you’re not physically attracted to her anyway. No point in forcing something.You’d get heartbroken if you pursued a romantic relationship with her based on her history.

Will you keep in contact with her? Brutal last sentence
I have a few great friends, that I can talk about... almost everything. But the whole incel shit is just too much to admit to people openly. Which is why I come here.
I truly feel like sending her messages again tomorrow, try to keep the conversations going, but I don't know, also the thought of her not wanting to talk to me anymore after this also crushes me deeply. I would gladly keep talking to her if she sends me more texts though.
 
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A guy who isnt a retard like you
Oh ur that guy from my profile. Yeah keep monkey raging over a 3 week old comment thanks I don't wanna fill a random thread with ur faggot beef even if the op is also a faggot
 
Oh ur that guy from my profile. Yeah keep monkey raging over a 3 week old comment thanks I don't wanna fill a random thread with ur faggot beef even if the op is also a faggot
Dude just go shit on others through PMs stop shitting up the thread, I don't know if I will even be able to sleep tonight, I hate the whole situation, I "clicked" with her on an emotional level, but physically and rationally it seemed like a bad idea.
 
Dude just go shit on others through PMs stop shitting up the thread, I don't know if I will even be able to sleep tonight, I hate the whole situation, I "clicked" with her on an emotional level, but physically and rationally it seemed like a bad idea.
This man is obsessed with me sorry. Congrats on being retarded and fumbling your God given looksmatch gf. Now you get to rot with me.
 
Congrats on being retarded and fumbling your God given looksmatch gf. Now you get to rot with me.
Cope copium
 
i read all of it. this really sound heartbreaking .it's like having a last chance and still missing it .
if i were you this will give me some hope to try my luck with other girls .maybe they will like you .maybe they won't but you might probably find a girl like this at the end
 
i read all of it. this really sound heartbreaking .it's like having a last chance and still missing it .
if i were you this will give me some hope to try my luck with other girls .maybe they will like you .maybe they won't but you might probably find a girl like this at the end
I think it is 100% over for me. I don't think any girl, even a perfect gf, could fix the damage of 30 years of inceldom. All this did was rub in my face how much I crave companionship.
 

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