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I "rejected" a girl today, I never felt as bad in my entire life

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Everything about inceldom came to me, like a fucking bull, destroying me completely. About me being over 30 and never having kissed a girl, about me being rejected by so many girls, about how this one girl was so great to be with, but how I couldn't touch her, didn't want to touch her, I am broken, I cannot recover from 30 years of inceldom, nothing could ever heal me, I already felt jaded and sad already, but this was the final nail in the coffin. Sure, she is a slut, but I liked so much to have companionship, to have someone to talk to me after a hard day at work, holy hell... it's like I had a taste of it... without tasting it at all. I don't know what to do. I hate this so much. 3 days I basically fell in love with her... without wanting her.

I just wanted a girl to talk to, funny how it has to be a girl, but I do.
You're way too soft. I would have pumped and dumped the slutty bitch without thinking twice, and I'm an incel in his 30's too.
 
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The only time I ever received this type of treatment I am already a hopeless 30 year old virgin, from a girl who fucked many dudes, who I am not even attracted physically to, who made me basically go full mental over the fact she gave me attention, and you think I don't belong here? Go fuck yourself.

Troll faggot, I will keep you unblocked so I can monitor what happens to you on this forum. Once you’re banned, will block you pERmanentlt
 
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I am already a hopeless 30 year old virgin, from a girl who fucked many dudes, who I am not even attracted physically to, who made me basically go full mental over the fact she gave me attention, and you think I don't belong here? Go fuck yourself.
Getting lots of attention from an ugly foid wouldn't make me go mental, only a giga stacy might do that for me.
 
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This man is obsessed with me sorry. Congrats on being retarded and fumbling your God given looksmatch gf. Now you get to rot with me.

Can’t really take his post sERiously, he probably is fakecel in real life, he is fucking this girl and maybe others while saying that nothing happened between them, so he can remain on this forum and be allowed to troll us even furthER through his bragging.
 
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Can’t really take his post sERiously, he probably is fakecel in real life, he is fucking this girl and maybe others while saying that nothing happened between them, so he can remain on this forum and be allowed to troll us even furthER through his bragging.
Yeah because being allowed in this forum is much more important than mental health.
 
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I am not a hypocrite, I admit I am a lookist, definitely not as picky as most women.
I appreciate your honesty and self awareness.
 
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I might get banned for this post, but I don't know where to talk about this and honestly I wouldn't say everything I'm talking right here even to my closest friends, because of how pathetic of a 30+ year old incel that I am. I never felt this bad in my entire life. This is a LONG post, but I hope at least one person will read it all.

First of all, I know this will be seen as a bragging or humble bragging thread, dear lord I wish I felt like bragging, I actually feel like a piece of shit and already cried multiple times today.

A few days ago, my sister-in-law invited me to a social gathering, nothing fancy, just talking and eating with the other normies. I would pick her and her friend up and bring them there.

Her friend, let's just call her 'Z', saw something related to a hobby of mine in the back seat and already started conversations, it was funny because she was really engaged into talking and was very talkative in general, a very weird but nice girl, she eventually revealed in the event that she has to take meds to interact with people because her social anxiety is too high, she started to also get drunk which made me worried, my sister-in-law mentioned how Z is actually an huge slut who fucked multiple guys to the point she was expelled from a group because she slept with multiple of them. Keep in mind that even though Z is not ugly (not a Stacy either) she was not really my type, not trying to sound like a Chad taking his pick, maybe my mind is ruined by social media and porn?

When going back home, she (completely drunk and under the effect of the medication) started to straight up hit on me, they even talked jokingly about how I reminded her of her first boyfriend (we even shared the same name) it was weird, it didn't feel like I was a Chad at all, in fact it felt terrible for some reason, but at firs I thought it was just silly and after coming back home she REALLY wanted to spend time with me dancing for some reason, but I just went straight to bed.

The next day, I woke up with a message that was left here by her, basically saying that she was sorry if she scared me and that I was one of the nicest, that I was "incredible". That made me feel awful, because I was not scared at all, just sleepy, I even asked my parents if she was gone for good because I wanted to at least talk to her again.

Keep in mind I was not (and still not) attracted to her, at least physically. Mostly because of some physical characteristics, maybe I care about the whole "fucked a lot of other dudes" as well but I am not sure considering how bottom-of-the-barrel I feel right now. But anyway... the next day she was here again, but my sister-in-law had to solve some family businesses and Z would be here all day long, only the two of us. The sister-in-law basically pushed me to talk to her so I just told she could "watch me play games in my room" (yeah I am a nerd, sue me)

Z came to my room a few moments later, she was laughing out loud about the message she left me, and told me she made tons of noise trying to put it here, she is kind of a geek so it was easy to talk to her, I was just seeing silly shit online, playing a game here and there, and talking... just talking... hours and hours of talking. We only stopped when it was very late at night and I told her I was going to bed, she quickly left my room, it was so nice talking to her.

The next day I came back from work in the evening, Z and another friend from the sister-in-law met me and I showed some parts of the house, it was kind of fun, honestly. My parents came and they started talking, I came to my room, after my parents left, she came once again to my room, even making fun of herself for "bothering" me again. I just told her it was OK and we talked again... and talked, and talked... about all sorts of nerdy shit, sometimes she would mention the guy she is dating, something I didn't even care because I didn't really want to date her.

Then the next day came, and while I was at work, she sent me a photo of the plane she was traveling at, and it came to me that she was gone, probably for many years before I saw her again. But I was not sad until I came back home... my parents weren't here anymore, such a silent house, not a single noise, not a single laughter, conversation, god damn I missed her so much, it was so weird, it's like even though I didn't want to have sex with her, or kiss her, or anything like that... but I wanted her to be here so badly, that is when the sadness began. I felt really bad, but it got worse in the next days. The most soul-crushing part was coming to my room and seeing another letter from her, also praising me for being such a great guy, even with silly drawings and shit, I praised her back by texting while feeling like shit.

She kept sending me messages, memes, updates on her travel, this sort of thing. I was already really depressed over all this, kept responding in a very friendly manner. But nothing would get me ready to what happened today. I dreamed about her, I don't remember the details, but I woke up in the middle of the night dreaming about her, I went to my phone looking for her text like a drug addict going for their fix, and while going to work, I felt so bad about the whole situation that I almost cried, but I managed to keep it cool and work normally. Then when it was time to go back home, all my sadness came back, just as strong as ever.

About lunch time, she stopped texting me completely. I thought that maybe she just gave up, and it was painful, it would be just another rejection even though I didn't hit on her. I was crying in my car, in traffic. When I came back home, I saw a notification and immediately looked it up, it was my sister-in-law straight up telling me Z wanted to know if I wanted to kiss her.

I felt like crying, I took my time and just told her that I don't want to be with anyone right now, she asked me what was going on but I ignored the messages. I went to the bathroom, I cried, and cried again. I think I could cry again at any moment. I don't know why or how, but this feels worse than any rejection I ever faced, even though I was rejected by girls I had an huge crush on, I never cried over it, but right now... holy shit, this feels like shit, I don't know what to do. All I can do right now is hope to feel better in the next weeks or months.

Everything about inceldom came to me, like a fucking bull, destroying me completely. About me being over 30 and never having kissed a girl, about me being rejected by so many girls, about how this one girl was so great to be with, but how I couldn't touch her, didn't want to touch her, I am broken, I cannot recover from 30 years of inceldom, nothing could ever heal me, I already felt jaded and sad already, but this was the final nail in the coffin. Sure, she is a slut, but I liked so much to have companionship, to have someone to talk to me after a hard day at work, holy hell... it's like I had a taste of it... without tasting it at all. I don't know what to do. I hate this so much. 3 days I basically fell in love with her... without wanting her.

I just wanted a girl to talk to, funny how it has to be a girl, but I do.
Massive red flags abound concerning her.

-Slut that’s slept with the enti neighborhood
-Constant use of superlatives concerning you ie you’re awesome and incredible
-Love bombing you
-Mirroring you ie she’s made you believe that she’s a geek too and that you’re more alike than not etc, etc
-The entire situation seems too good to be true because it is.
-Girls avoided you your entire life but one just magically seems to want to jump on your cock out of nowhere?

Expert conclusion: This is most likely another severely mentally ill Cluster B personality disordered girl of some type but TBH she sounds out of the four possible diagnosis in this category to be Histrionic.

You‘d be far better off mentally and emotionally by doing the @PPEcel thing if you ultimately want to get your dick wet before you die which is just engage in massive escortcelling if you’ve got the money and the opportunity.

Get the Cluster B out of your life if you know what’s good for you because they practically only exist to feed on and destroy guys like us even more than we’re already destroyed and they really get off on it too.

Don’t be her next victim as you’ll ultimately end up even more broken and even more alone since you’ll no longer have us as a support group to rely on if you ascend with her ie fuck her and she’ll probably leave you feeling suicidal and sure plenty of guys here already are but do you want to be?
 
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Massive red flags abound concerning her.

-Slut that’s slept with the enti neighborhood
-Constant use of superlatives concerning you ie you’re awesome and incredible
-Love bombing you
-Mirroring you ie she’s made you beli that she’s a geek too and that you’re more alike than not etc, etc
-The entire situation seems too good to be true because it is.
-Girls avoided you your entire life but one just magically seems to want to jump on your coc out of nowhere?

Expert conclusion: This is most likely another severely mentally ill Cluster B personality disordered girl of some type but TBH she sounds out of the four possible diagnosis in this category to be Histrionic.

You‘d be far better off mentally and emotionally by doing the @PPEcel thing if you ultimately want to get your dick wet before you die which is just engage in massive escortcelling if you’ve got the money and the opportunity.

Get the Cluster B out of your life if you know what’s good for you because they practically only exist to feed on and destroy guys like us even more than we’re already destroyed and they really get off on it too.

Don’t be her next victim as you’ll ultimately end up even more broken and even more alone since you’ll no longer have us as a support group to rely on if you ascend with her ie fuck her and she’ll probably leave you feeling suicidal and sure plenty of guys here already are but do you want to be?
True but is he really an incel? Isn't this a volcel problem in that case?
There are other forums for that, if you allow this type of post it sets a precedent for fakecels to be allowed to brag about rejecting foids they deem not good enough.
 
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True but is he really an incel? Isn't this a volcel problem in that case?
There are other forums for that, if you allow this type of post it sets a precedent for fakecels to be allowed to brag about rejecting foids they deem not good enough.
1. Yes. He didn’t fuck her so he’s still one of us ie a “gooble gobble” as they say.
2. No, it doesn’t. You’re overthinking things. The only thing wrong with his post at all is that it’s almost borderline going against our rules about sharing romantic experiences but there was none of that from what I could see in the opening post at least. Just talking ie getting to know you shit.
 
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Massive red flags abound concerning her.

-Slut that’s slept with the enti neighborhood
-Constant use of superlatives concerning you ie you’re awesome and incredible
-Love bombing you
-Mirroring you ie she’s made you believe that she’s a geek too and that you’re more alike than not etc, etc
-The entire situation seems too good to be true because it is.
-Girls avoided you your entire life but one just magically seems to want to jump on your cock out of nowhere?

Expert conclusion: This is most likely another severely mentally ill Cluster B personality disordered girl of some type but TBH she sounds out of the four possible diagnosis in this category to be Histrionic.

You‘d be far better off mentally and emotionally by doing the @PPEcel thing if you ultimately want to get your dick wet before you die which is just engage in massive escortcelling if you’ve got the money and the opportunity.

Get the Cluster B out of your life if you know what’s good for you because they practically only exist to feed on and destroy guys like us even more than we’re already destroyed and they really get off on it too.
Everything in your post is correct except the part that she is not a geek, if she was pretending I would be able to tell because I am an huge nerd, she is into nerdy shit like games, anime, etc.

Don’t be her next victim as you’ll ultimately end up even more broken and even more alone since you’ll no longer have us as a support group to rely on if you ascend with her ie fuck her and she’ll probably leave you feeling suicidal and sure plenty of guys here already are but do you want to be?
For now I am just texting her, over dumb shit, because it helps me feel slightly less alone. But yeah I don't even think I could fuck her, but if I forced myself into doing it I would probably end up feeling worse even in the short therm.
 
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Kids here love to take everything at face value or just don't think in general.

Wonder for a moment how would it have turned out for him if he accepted.

1_ He's broken as fuck right now just for rejecting her advances.... What do you think would happen after she learns that he's a virgin, has 0 understanding of women and the initial "mistery" cools off. He will get cheated on, she's a slut after all.

2_ Maybe he manages to "make it work" somehow, but with his BP knowledge he'll be always second guessing himself, and when she dosn't reply to him or goes out he'll go mental over thinking of the posibility of her being railed by more attractive dudes.

So i don't really think you did the wrong thing, it hurts. I know, but what can we do? We're fucking broken. People love to say how whores lose their pair-bonding ability by being with a lot of dudes. Imagine being isolated for 20+ years what it does to your mind. Do you think you can mantain a healthy relationship? Fuck off.

You had to choose what's best for you, and sometimes taking risks is not the way to go. What matters is that you do not regret it later on, If you're still second guessing yourself you should try to have something with this girl
 
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Kids here love to take everything at face value or just don't think in general.

Wonder for a moment how would it have turned out for him if he accepted.

1_ He's broken as fuck right now just for rejecting her advances.... What do you think would happen after she learns that he's a virgin, has 0 understanding of women and the initial "mistery" cools off. He will get cheated on, she's a slut after all.

2_ Maybe he manages to "make it work" somehow, but with his BP knowledge he'll be always second guessing himself, and when she dosn't reply to him or goes out he'll go mental over thinking of the posibility of her being railed by more attractive dudes.

So i don't really think you did the wrong thing, it hurts. I know, but what can we do? We're fucking broken. People love to say how whores lose their pair-bonding ability by being with a lot of dudes. Imagine being isolated for 20+ years what it does to your mind. Do you think you can mantain a healthy relationship? Fuck off.

You had to choose what's best for you, and sometimes taking risks is not the way to go. What matters is that you do not regret it later on, If you're still second guessing yourself you should try to have something with this girl
Thank you, mate.
 
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Quite a sad read but, I think you should have let her kiss you and fuck you. Even if you didnt find her attractive.

I know she was a slut and that makes you not be attracted to her which is rational. But there was much more going on here emotionally.

That is why sometimes it is just better to dive into an activity which you are not sure will be a good or bad experience. But you will only find out once you have done it. Thats why you have to take the "Dont think - Just do" approach at times. The activity which i am referring to here is sex and kissing in your case.

CONTROVERSIAL TAKE:
What i am about to say will probably make you angry or confused and you might reject it completely but here it goes:

I think you are in LOVE with her. Even you yourself cant comprehend what is going on with because you have never felt this way before but Ta-da: This is textbook LOVE.

Here comes the even more controversial part. If you dont want to die of regret. You will text her that "You miss her ALOT and REALLY want to see her again". Be a fucking man and say what you are feeling honestly instead of hiding it once again. Does not matter if its embarassing or she laughs at you. Just say it.

What happens next will depend on this girls response and how she feels about you. Whether she likes you or not doesnt matter, what matters is that you wont feel that soul crushing regret anymore once you hear her response. Keep us updated.

I hope you do the right thing and dont let this opportunity pass by you. Good luck.
He is not in love with her. Attraction is part of falling in love and he said up front he isnt attracted to her.

He only misses the idea of having someone accompany him. He only realized he missed her when shes already gone. He wasnt even having the best days of his life while shes there with him. He wasnt attracted at all even if shes there right beside him.

They are friends and nothing more.
 
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She just saw you as an orbiter I think.
If she really found you attractive, given that she apparently was a slut, she'd propose you to have sex straightaway.

That story also shows how desperate you are as an incel, and how sad and depressive our lives are.
I've seen how foids treat chads first hand
 
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Lol beta cuck lmao holy shit meme is so true
Any woman wanted me to be her beta cuck id go ER
 
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One thing I'd like to point out about this story - totally unrelated to OP- is how she is a geek and a nerd AND SHE IS STILL A SLUT. Now, I don't know about you guys, but I've never meet a single geek/nerd that even managed to EVER get attention from a woman, let alone fuck multiple of them from the same friend group.

Just goes to show how fucking privileged these whores are. It literally doesn't matter what they look like, what their interests are, it doesn't even matter if they don't wipe their own ass, it is IMPOSSIBLE for them to be unwillingly deprived of emotional and sexual intimacy.

Fuck this clown world.
Blood and guts and guts and blood and (I agree)
 
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You can still ascend. Send her a message saying that you rejected her because you were overthinking about a "previous relationship" you had and that her companionship and sweetness made you decide it's time to try new things.

Edit: (serious) Don't give up right now, brocel!!!!
 
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What the fuck is this thread? :reeeeee:
 
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The new volcels.is site (they just haven't changed the banner or URL yet).
I don't get why OP doesn't just pump and dump, he doesn't even need a LTR when she's obviously a mentally ill degenerate whore; shit, she's literally asking for it. :feelshehe:
 
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I don't get why OP doesn't just pump and dump, he doesn't even need a LTR when she's obviously a mentally ill degenerate whore; shit, she's literally asking for it. :feelshehe:
Exactly.
 
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She just saw you as an orbiter I think.
If she really found you attractive, given that she apparently was a slut, she'd propose you to have sex straightaway.

That story also shows how desperate you are as an incel, and how sad and depressive our lives are.
This is most likely.

Women make it obvious when they're attracted to you and want to escalate, especially if she is the whore your sister suggested she is.

As Fat Link said, there's Cluster B vibes with this girl in your story, and we both know... avoid her. Forget about her. Every second you spend thinking about her, only serves to feed her neurosis and further destroy yourself.

If you must get closure, straight up ask her to fuck. Anything but her going out of her way to make it happen, you must cut her out of your life for your own good.
 
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He is not in love with her. Attraction is part of falling in love and he said up front he isnt attracted to her.

He only misses the idea of having someone accompany him. He only realized he missed her when shes already gone. He wasnt even having the best days of his life while shes there with him. He wasnt attracted at all even if shes there right beside him.

They are friends and nothing more.
Yes. But you dont cry like crazy over a recent friend that you've just made.
 
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TL;DR
But if some foid really asked you out, you are a fakecel and deserve to be banned right off the bat.
@PPEcel @The Enforcer
Ban this fakecel brocels:feelsaww::feelsaww:
 
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Volcel nigger
 
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Your a 2020cel and still wasting time approaching foids
 
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The next day, I woke up with a message that was left here by her, basically saying that she was sorry if she scared me and that I was one of the nicest, that I was "incredible".
To me it looks like when she sobered up she realized that she can do better so she tried to friendzone you. And no interest girl talks about her ex on a date.
 
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@Fat Link @Marquis de Sade @Komesarj @Robtical @TheProphetMuscle is thERe any logical explanation as to why OP hasn’t been banned and is still allowed to remain on this forum?
There isn't, there's a reason some get banned for shit like getting a few matches abroad (me) and then there are people like OP who genuinely have an opportunity to have consensual non-paid sex and still don't get banned.

Favoritism is something that happens jn every forum, not everyone has to follow the same rules.
 
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One thing I'd like to point out about this story - totally unrelated to OP- is how she is a geek and a nerd AND SHE IS STILL A SLUT. Now, I don't know about you guys, but I've never meet a single geek/nerd that even managed to EVER get attention from a woman, let alone fuck multiple of them from the same friend group.

Just goes to show how fucking privileged these whores are. It literally doesn't matter what they look like, what their interests are, it doesn't even matter if they don't wipe their own ass, it is IMPOSSIBLE for them to be unwillingly deprived of emotional and sexual intimacy.

Fuck this clown world.
:yes:
 
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Sounds like a dream come true, maybe that's why you couldn't do anything with her. Still mogs tho, even if you never do anything with her, atleast you have good memories of your talks.
 
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I might get banned for this post, but I don't know where to talk about this and honestly I wouldn't say everything I'm talking right here even to my closest friends, because of how pathetic of a 30+ year old incel that I am. I never felt this bad in my entire life. This is a LONG post, but I hope at least one person will read it all.

First of all, I know this will be seen as a bragging or humble bragging thread, dear lord I wish I felt like bragging, I actually feel like a piece of shit and already cried multiple times today.

A few days ago, my sister-in-law invited me to a social gathering, nothing fancy, just talking and eating with the other normies. I would pick her and her friend up and bring them there.

Her friend, let's just call her 'Z', saw something related to a hobby of mine in the back seat and already started conversations, it was funny because she was really engaged into talking and was very talkative in general, a very weird but nice girl, she eventually revealed in the event that she has to take meds to interact with people because her social anxiety is too high, she started to also get drunk which made me worried, my sister-in-law mentioned how Z is actually an huge slut who fucked multiple guys to the point she was expelled from a group because she slept with multiple of them. Keep in mind that even though Z is not ugly (not a Stacy either) she was not really my type, not trying to sound like a Chad taking his pick, maybe my mind is ruined by social media and porn?

When going back home, she (completely drunk and under the effect of the medication) started to straight up hit on me, they even talked jokingly about how I reminded her of her first boyfriend (we even shared the same name) it was weird, it didn't feel like I was a Chad at all, in fact it felt terrible for some reason, but at firs I thought it was just silly and after coming back home she REALLY wanted to spend time with me dancing for some reason, but I just went straight to bed.

The next day, I woke up with a message that was left here by her, basically saying that she was sorry if she scared me and that I was one of the nicest, that I was "incredible". That made me feel awful, because I was not scared at all, just sleepy, I even asked my parents if she was gone for good because I wanted to at least talk to her again.

Keep in mind I was not (and still not) attracted to her, at least physically. Mostly because of some physical characteristics, maybe I care about the whole "fucked a lot of other dudes" as well but I am not sure considering how bottom-of-the-barrel I feel right now. But anyway... the next day she was here again, but my sister-in-law had to solve some family businesses and Z would be here all day long, only the two of us. The sister-in-law basically pushed me to talk to her so I just told she could "watch me play games in my room" (yeah I am a nerd, sue me)

Z came to my room a few moments later, she was laughing out loud about the message she left me, and told me she made tons of noise trying to put it here, she is kind of a geek so it was easy to talk to her, I was just seeing silly shit online, playing a game here and there, and talking... just talking... hours and hours of talking. We only stopped when it was very late at night and I told her I was going to bed, she quickly left my room, it was so nice talking to her.

The next day I came back from work in the evening, Z and another friend from the sister-in-law met me and I showed some parts of the house, it was kind of fun, honestly. My parents came and they started talking, I came to my room, after my parents left, she came once again to my room, even making fun of herself for "bothering" me again. I just told her it was OK and we talked again... and talked, and talked... about all sorts of nerdy shit, sometimes she would mention the guy she is dating, something I didn't even care because I didn't really want to date her.

Then the next day came, and while I was at work, she sent me a photo of the plane she was traveling at, and it came to me that she was gone, probably for many years before I saw her again. But I was not sad until I came back home... my parents weren't here anymore, such a silent house, not a single noise, not a single laughter, conversation, god damn I missed her so much, it was so weird, it's like even though I didn't want to have sex with her, or kiss her, or anything like that... but I wanted her to be here so badly, that is when the sadness began. I felt really bad, but it got worse in the next days. The most soul-crushing part was coming to my room and seeing another letter from her, also praising me for being such a great guy, even with silly drawings and shit, I praised her back by texting while feeling like shit.

She kept sending me messages, memes, updates on her travel, this sort of thing. I was already really depressed over all this, kept responding in a very friendly manner. But nothing would get me ready to what happened today. I dreamed about her, I don't remember the details, but I woke up in the middle of the night dreaming about her, I went to my phone looking for her text like a drug addict going for their fix, and while going to work, I felt so bad about the whole situation that I almost cried, but I managed to keep it cool and work normally. Then when it was time to go back home, all my sadness came back, just as strong as ever.

About lunch time, she stopped texting me completely. I thought that maybe she just gave up, and it was painful, it would be just another rejection even though I didn't hit on her. I was crying in my car, in traffic. When I came back home, I saw a notification and immediately looked it up, it was my sister-in-law straight up telling me Z wanted to know if I wanted to kiss her.

I felt like crying, I took my time and just told her that I don't want to be with anyone right now, she asked me what was going on but I ignored the messages. I went to the bathroom, I cried, and cried again. I think I could cry again at any moment. I don't know why or how, but this feels worse than any rejection I ever faced, even though I was rejected by girls I had an huge crush on, I never cried over it, but right now... holy shit, this feels like shit, I don't know what to do. All I can do right now is hope to feel better in the next weeks or months.

Everything about inceldom came to me, like a fucking bull, destroying me completely. About me being over 30 and never having kissed a girl, about me being rejected by so many girls, about how this one girl was so great to be with, but how I couldn't touch her, didn't want to touch her, I am broken, I cannot recover from 30 years of inceldom, nothing could ever heal me, I already felt jaded and sad already, but this was the final nail in the coffin. Sure, she is a slut, but I liked so much to have companionship, to have someone to talk to me after a hard day at work, holy hell... it's like I had a taste of it... without tasting it at all. I don't know what to do. I hate this so much. 3 days I basically fell in love with her... without wanting her.

I just wanted a girl to talk to, funny how it has to be a girl, but I do.
You didn't want to touch a used up slut jfl
 
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I might get banned for this post, but I don't know where to talk about this and honestly I wouldn't say everything I'm talking right here even to my closest friends, because of how pathetic of a 30+ year old incel that I am. I never felt this bad in my entire life. This is a LONG post, but I hope at least one person will read it all.

First of all, I know this will be seen as a bragging or humble bragging thread, dear lord I wish I felt like bragging, I actually feel like a piece of shit and already cried multiple times today.

A few days ago, my sister-in-law invited me to a social gathering, nothing fancy, just talking and eating with the other normies. I would pick her and her friend up and bring them there.

Her friend, let's just call her 'Z', saw something related to a hobby of mine in the back seat and already started conversations, it was funny because she was really engaged into talking and was very talkative in general, a very weird but nice girl, she eventually revealed in the event that she has to take meds to interact with people because her social anxiety is too high, she started to also get drunk which made me worried, my sister-in-law mentioned how Z is actually an huge slut who fucked multiple guys to the point she was expelled from a group because she slept with multiple of them. Keep in mind that even though Z is not ugly (not a Stacy either) she was not really my type, not trying to sound like a Chad taking his pick, maybe my mind is ruined by social media and porn?

When going back home, she (completely drunk and under the effect of the medication) started to straight up hit on me, they even talked jokingly about how I reminded her of her first boyfriend (we even shared the same name) it was weird, it didn't feel like I was a Chad at all, in fact it felt terrible for some reason, but at firs I thought it was just silly and after coming back home she REALLY wanted to spend time with me dancing for some reason, but I just went straight to bed.

The next day, I woke up with a message that was left here by her, basically saying that she was sorry if she scared me and that I was one of the nicest, that I was "incredible". That made me feel awful, because I was not scared at all, just sleepy, I even asked my parents if she was gone for good because I wanted to at least talk to her again.

Keep in mind I was not (and still not) attracted to her, at least physically. Mostly because of some physical characteristics, maybe I care about the whole "fucked a lot of other dudes" as well but I am not sure considering how bottom-of-the-barrel I feel right now. But anyway... the next day she was here again, but my sister-in-law had to solve some family businesses and Z would be here all day long, only the two of us. The sister-in-law basically pushed me to talk to her so I just told she could "watch me play games in my room" (yeah I am a nerd, sue me)

Z came to my room a few moments later, she was laughing out loud about the message she left me, and told me she made tons of noise trying to put it here, she is kind of a geek so it was easy to talk to her, I was just seeing silly shit online, playing a game here and there, and talking... just talking... hours and hours of talking. We only stopped when it was very late at night and I told her I was going to bed, she quickly left my room, it was so nice talking to her.

The next day I came back from work in the evening, Z and another friend from the sister-in-law met me and I showed some parts of the house, it was kind of fun, honestly. My parents came and they started talking, I came to my room, after my parents left, she came once again to my room, even making fun of herself for "bothering" me again. I just told her it was OK and we talked again... and talked, and talked... about all sorts of nerdy shit, sometimes she would mention the guy she is dating, something I didn't even care because I didn't really want to date her.

Then the next day came, and while I was at work, she sent me a photo of the plane she was traveling at, and it came to me that she was gone, probably for many years before I saw her again. But I was not sad until I came back home... my parents weren't here anymore, such a silent house, not a single noise, not a single laughter, conversation, god damn I missed her so much, it was so weird, it's like even though I didn't want to have sex with her, or kiss her, or anything like that... but I wanted her to be here so badly, that is when the sadness began. I felt really bad, but it got worse in the next days. The most soul-crushing part was coming to my room and seeing another letter from her, also praising me for being such a great guy, even with silly drawings and shit, I praised her back by texting while feeling like shit.

She kept sending me messages, memes, updates on her travel, this sort of thing. I was already really depressed over all this, kept responding in a very friendly manner. But nothing would get me ready to what happened today. I dreamed about her, I don't remember the details, but I woke up in the middle of the night dreaming about her, I went to my phone looking for her text like a drug addict going for their fix, and while going to work, I felt so bad about the whole situation that I almost cried, but I managed to keep it cool and work normally. Then when it was time to go back home, all my sadness came back, just as strong as ever.

About lunch time, she stopped texting me completely. I thought that maybe she just gave up, and it was painful, it would be just another rejection even though I didn't hit on her. I was crying in my car, in traffic. When I came back home, I saw a notification and immediately looked it up, it was my sister-in-law straight up telling me Z wanted to know if I wanted to kiss her.

I felt like crying, I took my time and just told her that I don't want to be with anyone right now, she asked me what was going on but I ignored the messages. I went to the bathroom, I cried, and cried again. I think I could cry again at any moment. I don't know why or how, but this feels worse than any rejection I ever faced, even though I was rejected by girls I had an huge crush on, I never cried over it, but right now... holy shit, this feels like shit, I don't know what to do. All I can do right now is hope to feel better in the next weeks or months.

Everything about inceldom came to me, like a fucking bull, destroying me completely. About me being over 30 and never having kissed a girl, about me being rejected by so many girls, about how this one girl was so great to be with, but how I couldn't touch her, didn't want to touch her, I am broken, I cannot recover from 30 years of inceldom, nothing could ever heal me, I already felt jaded and sad already, but this was the final nail in the coffin. Sure, she is a slut, but I liked so much to have companionship, to have someone to talk to me after a hard day at work, holy hell... it's like I had a taste of it... without tasting it at all. I don't know what to do. I hate this so much. 3 days I basically fell in love with her... without wanting her.

I just wanted a girl to talk to, funny how it has to be a girl, but I do.
You fucked up
 
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Nigga literally got handed a pump and dump but decided to have a sperg meltdown and write a Reddit style foid style essay of muh feelings on .is :lul: :lul:
 
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Tldr beta has emotional meltdown and crys for no reason
 
Jealous Scum

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Something similar but different happened to me: I knew a girl, she is 5/10, she wanted me to go out with her, but I am too depressed and never leave my house.
I imagined having sex with her and masturbated to her while texting her, but unfortunately, post-nut clarity hit in and I completely lost the desire to date her. Feeling guilty about this, I deleted the chat and her contact.
 
No_Tears

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I might get banned for this post, but I don't know where to talk about this and honestly I wouldn't say everything I'm talking right here even to my closest friends, because of how pathetic of a 30+ year old incel that I am. I never felt this bad in my entire life. This is a LONG post, but I hope at least one person will read it all.

First of all, I know this will be seen as a bragging or humble bragging thread, dear lord I wish I felt like bragging, I actually feel like a piece of shit and already cried multiple times today.

A few days ago, my sister-in-law invited me to a social gathering, nothing fancy, just talking and eating with the other normies. I would pick her and her friend up and bring them there.

Her friend, let's just call her 'Z', saw something related to a hobby of mine in the back seat and already started conversations, it was funny because she was really engaged into talking and was very talkative in general, a very weird but nice girl, she eventually revealed in the event that she has to take meds to interact with people because her social anxiety is too high, she started to also get drunk which made me worried, my sister-in-law mentioned how Z is actually an huge slut who fucked multiple guys to the point she was expelled from a group because she slept with multiple of them. Keep in mind that even though Z is not ugly (not a Stacy either) she was not really my type, not trying to sound like a Chad taking his pick, maybe my mind is ruined by social media and porn?

When going back home, she (completely drunk and under the effect of the medication) started to straight up hit on me, they even talked jokingly about how I reminded her of her first boyfriend (we even shared the same name) it was weird, it didn't feel like I was a Chad at all, in fact it felt terrible for some reason, but at firs I thought it was just silly and after coming back home she REALLY wanted to spend time with me dancing for some reason, but I just went straight to bed.

The next day, I woke up with a message that was left here by her, basically saying that she was sorry if she scared me and that I was one of the nicest, that I was "incredible". That made me feel awful, because I was not scared at all, just sleepy, I even asked my parents if she was gone for good because I wanted to at least talk to her again.

Keep in mind I was not (and still not) attracted to her, at least physically. Mostly because of some physical characteristics, maybe I care about the whole "fucked a lot of other dudes" as well but I am not sure considering how bottom-of-the-barrel I feel right now. But anyway... the next day she was here again, but my sister-in-law had to solve some family businesses and Z would be here all day long, only the two of us. The sister-in-law basically pushed me to talk to her so I just told she could "watch me play games in my room" (yeah I am a nerd, sue me)

Z came to my room a few moments later, she was laughing out loud about the message she left me, and told me she made tons of noise trying to put it here, she is kind of a geek so it was easy to talk to her, I was just seeing silly shit online, playing a game here and there, and talking... just talking... hours and hours of talking. We only stopped when it was very late at night and I told her I was going to bed, she quickly left my room, it was so nice talking to her.

The next day I came back from work in the evening, Z and another friend from the sister-in-law met me and I showed some parts of the house, it was kind of fun, honestly. My parents came and they started talking, I came to my room, after my parents left, she came once again to my room, even making fun of herself for "bothering" me again. I just told her it was OK and we talked again... and talked, and talked... about all sorts of nerdy shit, sometimes she would mention the guy she is dating, something I didn't even care because I didn't really want to date her.

Then the next day came, and while I was at work, she sent me a photo of the plane she was traveling at, and it came to me that she was gone, probably for many years before I saw her again. But I was not sad until I came back home... my parents weren't here anymore, such a silent house, not a single noise, not a single laughter, conversation, god damn I missed her so much, it was so weird, it's like even though I didn't want to have sex with her, or kiss her, or anything like that... but I wanted her to be here so badly, that is when the sadness began. I felt really bad, but it got worse in the next days. The most soul-crushing part was coming to my room and seeing another letter from her, also praising me for being such a great guy, even with silly drawings and shit, I praised her back by texting while feeling like shit.

She kept sending me messages, memes, updates on her travel, this sort of thing. I was already really depressed over all this, kept responding in a very friendly manner. But nothing would get me ready to what happened today. I dreamed about her, I don't remember the details, but I woke up in the middle of the night dreaming about her, I went to my phone looking for her text like a drug addict going for their fix, and while going to work, I felt so bad about the whole situation that I almost cried, but I managed to keep it cool and work normally. Then when it was time to go back home, all my sadness came back, just as strong as ever.

About lunch time, she stopped texting me completely. I thought that maybe she just gave up, and it was painful, it would be just another rejection even though I didn't hit on her. I was crying in my car, in traffic. When I came back home, I saw a notification and immediately looked it up, it was my sister-in-law straight up telling me Z wanted to know if I wanted to kiss her.

I felt like crying, I took my time and just told her that I don't want to be with anyone right now, she asked me what was going on but I ignored the messages. I went to the bathroom, I cried, and cried again. I think I could cry again at any moment. I don't know why or how, but this feels worse than any rejection I ever faced, even though I was rejected by girls I had an huge crush on, I never cried over it, but right now... holy shit, this feels like shit, I don't know what to do. All I can do right now is hope to feel better in the next weeks or months.

Everything about inceldom came to me, like a fucking bull, destroying me completely. About me being over 30 and never having kissed a girl, about me being rejected by so many girls, about how this one girl was so great to be with, but how I couldn't touch her, didn't want to touch her, I am broken, I cannot recover from 30 years of inceldom, nothing could ever heal me, I already felt jaded and sad already, but this was the final nail in the coffin. Sure, she is a slut, but I liked so much to have companionship, to have someone to talk to me after a hard day at work, holy hell... it's like I had a taste of it... without tasting it at all. I don't know what to do. I hate this so much. 3 days I basically fell in love with her... without wanting her.

I just wanted a girl to talk to, funny how it has to be a girl, but I do.
can relate, it's really weird, but while hating the idea of sluts i also noticed that talking to them is so much better than talking with low body count girls, they're so fucking boring and stuck up it hurts to be withing 100 feet of them, meanwhile sluts have like an aura around them that makes it easier to talk to them, idk maybe it's my brain seeing them as less than human and therefore lower my anxiety but it's nice.

when said sluts also share some passions that i have it's even worse, the 1 girl i went on dates with also happened to be a slut (idk her body count but the things she said to me gave it away) but at the same time she was the most entertaining girl i ever talked to and somehow felt like i had known her since forever even though i barely met her like 2 months prior and we had only exchanged greetings.

sluts supremacy tbh, at the end of the day even the 0 body count unicorn you have a crush on will always be 1 step away from cheating on you and ruining your life, they're all the same
 
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kinda retarded tbh.

you had 3 or even 4 chances to fuck her , treated her like a Friend

and then wonder why your all sad about it . Lol .


Imagine a girl that is not your Relative is coming to your room more then twice , likes to hang out . and your not initiating a Fuck.

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kinda retarded tbh.

you had 3 or even 4 chances to fuck her , treated her like a Friend

and then wonder why your all sad about it . Lol .


Imagine a girl that is not your Relative is coming to your room more then twice , likes to hang out . and your not initiating a Fuck.

KEK :feelskek: :feelskek: :feelskek:

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kinda retarded tbh.

you had 3 or even 4 chances to fuck her , treated her like a Friend

and then wonder why your all sad about it . Lol .


Imagine a girl that is not your Relative is coming to your room more then twice , likes to hang out . and your not initiating a Fuck.

KEK :feelskek: :feelskek: :feelskek:
I responded to him above. But being honest he had more to lose than to gain by fucking her. If you're 30 and still incel, it's over.
 
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I responded to him above. But being honest he had more to lose than to gain by fucking her. If you're 30 and still incel, it's over.
at least you get the experience for once " , a relationship is cucked at the current times .

Unless you get an Anime Behavior " / genuine Foid what is unlikely .
 
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at least you get the experience for once " , a relationship is cucked at the current times .

Unless you get an Anime Behavior " / genuine Foid what is unlikely .
Would it not be better to get an escort? If i had the chance to get a real relationship and it ended it would hurt like hell for me, that's why i consider visiting an escort a better choice
 
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kinda retarded tbh.

you had 3 or even 4 chances to fuck her , treated her like a Friend

and then wonder why your all sad about it . Lol .


Imagine a girl that is not your Relative is coming to your room more then twice , likes to hang out . and your not initiating a Fuck.

KEK :feelskek: :feelskek: :feelskek:

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I understand the OP, it's hard to start all that shit with dating when you're 30yo, by that age you can't learn new stuff and your mind already given up on everything. It's too traumatic and it's easier to give up than to try.

He should have tried because she made it easy for him, even if he knew it wouldn't last, at least he would get to experience something.

OP, it's not too late to ask her out and be with her, normies do this type of shit all the time.
 
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