
hehexd55
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I could get on unemployment and disability and just live with my parents for the rest of my life. Watch anime and play video games all day and lay down and rot.
I decided to become a NEET at age 35 when I saw I would never have any foid or children, ever.I could get on unemployment and disability and just live with my parents for the rest of my life. Watch anime and play video games all day and lay down and rot.
What would I want to do? I used to want a relationship and a normal life with friends but now I realize that's impossible so I want your life. I've tried working many different places. I'm also disabled (autistic) I should be on disability anyway.I decided to become a NEET at age 35 when I saw I would never have any foid or children, ever.
That the only thing I could ever reach was the miserable job I was in, working all day long for nothing.
Now, 3 years later, I'm an achieved French NEET. I do nothing at all but playing video games, watching movies, eating, sleeping. And I no longer want to be of any use for this soyciety. That's my credo. I want to be completely useless.
Some days I'm still suffering extremely painful depression waves. But I'm still here. When I'll get bored enough of waiting my natural death, I'll jump from a bridge. I've studied this bridge in every detail and how to do it. 100m fall on concrete, totally impossible to survive.
But for now, my job is to stay alive. I'm paid for that. I fight every day to survive my depression. It's very hard, but much easier since I'm a NEET.
All the guys I worked for, they all criticized my work, the fact that I'm slow, mocking me all the time. Now I do nothing so at least, I'm no longer criticized about the quality of what I'm doing.
Plus now I hate bosses. I can't stand them anymore. A few days ago, my therapist asked me if it was possible for me to try to work again, maybe in a specialized institute for disabled. I told the therapist that I'd punch the company boss in the face with a crowbar at the second he will give me an order to do something. I would smash his head and kill him. I hope the therapist now really understands that it's better for everyone if I stay home.
But about you, just ask yourself a simple question : What would you REALLY want to do ?
As long as you're not LARPing: Very based. I do the same and it really gets tough sometimes, especially when you don't have parents nowhere in your vicinity. I'm completely alone and it gets to you. But yeah games are a fantastic cope.I decided to become a NEET at age 35 when I saw I would never have any foid or children, ever.
That the only thing I could ever reach was the miserable job I was in, working all day long for nothing.
Now, 3 years later, I'm an achieved French NEET. I do nothing at all but playing video games, watching movies, eating, sleeping. And I no longer want to be of any use for this soyciety. That's my credo. I want to be completely useless.
Some days I'm still suffering extremely painful depression waves. But I'm still here. When I'll get bored enough of waiting my natural death, I'll jump from a bridge. I've studied this bridge in every detail and how to do it. 100m fall on concrete, totally impossible to survive.
But for now, my job is to stay alive. I'm paid for that. I fight every day to survive my depression. It's very hard, but much easier since I'm a NEET.
All the guys I worked for, they all criticized my work, the fact that I'm slow, mocking me all the time. Now I do nothing so at least, I'm no longer criticized about the quality of what I'm doing.
Plus now I hate bosses. I can't stand them anymore. A few days ago, my therapist asked me if it was possible for me to try to work again, maybe in a specialized institute for disabled. I told the therapist that I'd punch the company boss in the face with a crowbar at the second he will give me an order to do something. I would smash his head and kill him. I hope the therapist now really understands that it's better for everyone if I stay home.
But about you, just ask yourself a simple question : What would you REALLY want to do ?
don't make the mistake I did and put off onaholes, I'm still making itwatch anime and play video games all day and lay down and rot.
What would I want to do? I used to want a relationship and a normal life with friends but now I realize that's impossible
95% of autistic people are unemployed. But like you, I've tried working, and it has always turned to a catastrophe because the normies soyciety just can't accept we exist, and most of all, can't accept that we're existing in their sight. We're like a nuclear power plant : everyone wants electricity, but doesn't want to see the power plant. A thing urbanists call the YIMBY-NIMBY (Yes-In-My-Back-Yard / Not-In-My-Back-Yard).so I want your life. I've tried working many different places. I'm also disabled (autistic) I should be on disability anyway.
As long as you're not LARPing: Very based. I do the same and it really gets tough sometimes, especially when you don't have parents nowhere in your vicinity. I'm completely alone and it gets to you. But yeah games are a fantastic cope.
"That's my credo. I want to be completely useless."
Yeah same, that's what keeps me alive btw. I want to waste as many ressources as possible.
If you're LARPing: Eat shit faggot.