Follow-up of this: https://incels.is/threads/having-an-existential-crisis-worst-ive-felt-in-forever.793848/
Basically, I have felt way more shitty than usual.
I was recently tested for ADHD, and honestly i've known i've had it for awhile: However, I did not do anything about it since part of me doubted it & ADHD makes you self-destructive. I really wish I had, I may still be inkler but at least I would feel more confident in my abilities. I scraped by at college, even fucking up a major assignment which was basically the most important one, and thus sending my already shit self confidence into more of a spiral.
I also hate my addictive personality, which ofc ties in with ADHD heavily. This has always sidetracked me, and caused for me to be distracted by stuff and drift away into it, which I hate since I deep-down knew that I was shooting myself in the foot, yet I was unable to pull myself up. I genuinely regret spending so much time on this place tbh, I wish I had studymaxxed or figured out some alternate path instead of LDARing in copium to cope. But no, I can't and never do help myself, leading to this shitty situation i'm in right now in my fucking life. It's whatever.
I wish I was able to do so, but ND is a bitch.
I hope I can gather strength to turn life around, bitches or no bithces
Basically, I have felt way more shitty than usual.
I was recently tested for ADHD, and honestly i've known i've had it for awhile: However, I did not do anything about it since part of me doubted it & ADHD makes you self-destructive. I really wish I had, I may still be inkler but at least I would feel more confident in my abilities. I scraped by at college, even fucking up a major assignment which was basically the most important one, and thus sending my already shit self confidence into more of a spiral.
I also hate my addictive personality, which ofc ties in with ADHD heavily. This has always sidetracked me, and caused for me to be distracted by stuff and drift away into it, which I hate since I deep-down knew that I was shooting myself in the foot, yet I was unable to pull myself up. I genuinely regret spending so much time on this place tbh, I wish I had studymaxxed or figured out some alternate path instead of LDARing in copium to cope. But no, I can't and never do help myself, leading to this shitty situation i'm in right now in my fucking life. It's whatever.
I wish I was able to do so, but ND is a bitch.
I hope I can gather strength to turn life around, bitches or no bithces
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