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HateCurry
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I've tried to say this before.
All of you and I mean 99.9% of you (might even be hundred) can't relate to me and nor do I relate to you on this.
I'm completely alien to "normal" human interaction.
In my childhood and teen years I only talked to my brothers during class, they were the same classes as me but I NEVER EVER got to develop ANY OF THE NORMAL SOCIAL SKILLS most people ALREADY HAVE.
If you think you're autistic. If you think you're a coward. You don't know me.
Dude, I'm not autistic but I live a pathetic existence. I was ignored by my brothers as well. All the fucking time.
My parents when I grew into when I was say 14-16 years old, all I would do is eat, try to not look at my mum since I knew she hated me and would in minutes adore my mogger brothers.
My dad, every conversation was about something wrong with me, even with my mom every conversation was about something wrong with me, something MENTALLY WRONG WITH ME.
You know, it's easy to say, "I'm an alpha male. I don't compromise. I'm a lone wolf." but dude when group projects came.
We did switch classes my brothers and I and I would my usual submissive bitchass self just being ignored left on read in real life, literally.
To say I would struggle is an understatement, I faced the wall and tried to not get angry or break into tears. My heart was pounding as well.
I wanted to vent about this, like I said, I don't have the experience of approaching who I like since my brothers control my life, aight? I'm supposed to stick with them and shit.
I'm a guy who tries to do his best and when I fail I'm my worst enemy. Dude, I blame myself when I see that lonely boy everyday sitting alone no one to talk to. I'm interested in him but I can't approach him, because my brothers think he's meh. "He's good, he'll be alright, I'm sure he's okay.", "You need to stop getting so angry over a guy sitting alone."
I am frustrated because I'm been there myself.
During your teenage years when your time for real socializing is gone, people already expect you to have the package, but I ain't got it. Whoever you are reading this. Know you can do better. Better than I did.
Anyway I just wanted to vent. Talk about it if you can keep your answers in relevance.
Anything outside of relevance will be ignored.
All of you and I mean 99.9% of you (might even be hundred) can't relate to me and nor do I relate to you on this.
I'm completely alien to "normal" human interaction.
In my childhood and teen years I only talked to my brothers during class, they were the same classes as me but I NEVER EVER got to develop ANY OF THE NORMAL SOCIAL SKILLS most people ALREADY HAVE.
If you think you're autistic. If you think you're a coward. You don't know me.
Dude, I'm not autistic but I live a pathetic existence. I was ignored by my brothers as well. All the fucking time.
My parents when I grew into when I was say 14-16 years old, all I would do is eat, try to not look at my mum since I knew she hated me and would in minutes adore my mogger brothers.
My dad, every conversation was about something wrong with me, even with my mom every conversation was about something wrong with me, something MENTALLY WRONG WITH ME.
You know, it's easy to say, "I'm an alpha male. I don't compromise. I'm a lone wolf." but dude when group projects came.
We did switch classes my brothers and I and I would my usual submissive bitchass self just being ignored left on read in real life, literally.
To say I would struggle is an understatement, I faced the wall and tried to not get angry or break into tears. My heart was pounding as well.
I wanted to vent about this, like I said, I don't have the experience of approaching who I like since my brothers control my life, aight? I'm supposed to stick with them and shit.
I'm a guy who tries to do his best and when I fail I'm my worst enemy. Dude, I blame myself when I see that lonely boy everyday sitting alone no one to talk to. I'm interested in him but I can't approach him, because my brothers think he's meh. "He's good, he'll be alright, I'm sure he's okay.", "You need to stop getting so angry over a guy sitting alone."
I am frustrated because I'm been there myself.
During your teenage years when your time for real socializing is gone, people already expect you to have the package, but I ain't got it. Whoever you are reading this. Know you can do better. Better than I did.
Anyway I just wanted to vent. Talk about it if you can keep your answers in relevance.
Anything outside of relevance will be ignored.