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And by flashbacks I don't mean I just get a memory of it and think about it.
I mean like I'll completely dissociate and zone out and actually be living the experience again and feeling the same thing I felt in that specific bullying experience that I get a flashback to.
I'll have days where for whatever reason it keeps on happening again and again and it's so fucking annoying it's literally like hell cuz like some ppl theorise that in hell what u do is you relive all the worst things that happened in your life. Like in the show preacher:
When it happens my blood boils my heart rate goes up and my face flushes n everything. Sometimes I have to outlet the annoyance and sadness of the flashback by saying a word out loud or I punch my leg or desk like some autist
Anyone else have dis?
I mean like I'll completely dissociate and zone out and actually be living the experience again and feeling the same thing I felt in that specific bullying experience that I get a flashback to.
I'll have days where for whatever reason it keeps on happening again and again and it's so fucking annoying it's literally like hell cuz like some ppl theorise that in hell what u do is you relive all the worst things that happened in your life. Like in the show preacher:
When it happens my blood boils my heart rate goes up and my face flushes n everything. Sometimes I have to outlet the annoyance and sadness of the flashback by saying a word out loud or I punch my leg or desk like some autist
Anyone else have dis?